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=) long entry

2006-03-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

woot. final post.. then here. will b gone =P
mUAHAHA

alot thigns to say.. so is LONG entry =)

1) finish exam =)
2) break
3) gifts...
4) java cert
5) imagine cup n java jive
6) dearest juniors

1)
haha.. exam weeeeeeeeeee.
finish le
so happy. abt. them
but abit worry abt my ica especially sweng lolx
but tutor said b4.. it will b moderate. but.... i wan to get A le
lol. but my ica should b.. poor. .so think B like tat lor
lol.........................................................
so happy =) haha the hardest is the most easiest.
the most easiest is the most hardest lol
lecturers love to play tricks on students.

2)
i going to work =)
so long never work le
just nice. i have a short break it's gone lor
part of it. is working i dun mind..
but end up the whole short break GONE!!!
omg...
mon went back to sch
tue go to nich's office at jurong.. OMG>. < so long never see him =x
(miss him wor lol)
then.. wed. still nth yet..
thurs to sun.. WORKING lol.......
commision based MUST.. work hard muahhaha.
i need to get alot of stuff..
i wan to get knitting kits n learn it lor.
i wan to make my own sweater..
dunno y .. lol
last time daddy mummy wan to buy. but still dunoe wat kind i wan to make
so never get for mi
i must get one. .for this yr =)
heeeee

3) gt nice gift =)
gt 300 voucher then i get ipod video with it lol
addition $$ came from daddy =)
thank daddy love ya so much *muack
then. .the protection screen n silicone cover.. david korkor buy for mi =)
have fun with him heee
then might get gift from miko bro
lol. he going shanghai for his attachment
lol... ask him get mi a sweater n book marks
lol..............
see he can get ones lol.
coz he buy clothes anyhow de
lol. but i realli like jackets n stuff. duno y =P
muahhaa

4)
woot the cert..
talk to mr lee abt it. he thought i'm a student from BI lol
coz i always hang with favian, sis jos, jj, etc lol
alot lecturers mixed up lol.. except those who KNow mi personally lol..
then hor....... going to take it. .provided i passed mock exam
coz for J2EE, heard from mr lee if u pass mock exam u sure.. pass the actual ones
so far it's been 100% true lol
wonder if one day the record is break then how ah? lolx
then nt going for the course
unless mr ong let mi GO.
lolx he's my fypj supervisor =)
i know it b4 the rest lol.
but sad. will miss programming

5)
but......trying for java jive i stilll need my programming =D
n imagine cup. nt sure. abt it. might resume lol
omg wat r we doing
lol... i need to redo UI must b gd lol
=) must get top 3 lol.....................
otherwise waster heee.
otherwise. discuss the biz with mr yap =P
tat's wat mi n favian had discussed yesterday lol
n poor favian. due tat he's part of the ws team.
cannnot anyhow touch him for fypj lol....
sad...

6)
Dear juniors ,especially to ppl like xiao qi, yh, ss, etc
woot. this sem didn't have much time with u guys..
miss u guys alot haha.
heard everyone's programming seems to b improving =)
realli glad heeeee..

but rite?
still worry abt u guys lol
especially over the things i chatted with yh abt it
lol..
u guys. still think in a veri cute way lol.. kind of ridiculous haha
must remember. .dun mind. wat other say abt u..
n if u think u wan to go for this specialize then go for it
dun think abt the result. lol
even though it matters. but....... if u gd. .dun need to scare abt it lol
learn how to see things in different ways lol
dun think like block head =x
veri worried .
at least. i doing fypj 1st.. still can company u guys' abit i think. hopefully
then my sem 2 i think i spend more time with u guys lol
=) hope u guys .. still maintain tat gd work of ur project
putting so much effort.. n the work is fantasic
too bad the marker stingy onli 1 ppl go for dist presentation.. which is lame
lol. some grp dun even deserve any lor.
=)
love u guys alot ( now then notice =x)
haha will ask u guys come over my hse to test my cooking skill

must jia you. dun stress. dun give up. need help find mi =P
b there for u guys

Xiaohui

finally blog

2006-02-16T23:25:00.000+08:00

LOL
dead blog i would said
k. finish the sem
almost
everything done
though the project alot to improve
lol
i dun have the time for it la
so... bad lor
lol.............. then mr chew ah
forever said he said.... i know he said something gt take note of it la
but..... i think i too blind to notice my own other problems
lol.
so too bad for mi

then sad no more imagine cup
prepare for a sem then no more
coz the representive of sg resigned la
tat's y lor
then we didnt know abt it.............
lolx..................
sad

anyway.. catch movie today hee
pink panther haha.. so funny
feeel free to catch it man
closing here soon
lol =x

hope everyone sick recover b4 exam =)

sis's performance

2006-01-08T23:29:00.000+08:00

=) nice
hee...... weird ah.. the part of the performs which the guys like hor......
IS SHIT lor .. omg. ok. the movement is nice
but dun have those feeling... those guys do they know wat kind of dance is tat
need to have those 'gan' de feeling de lor..
eeeeeeeeeee

lol
veri cute some part..
then some dances with the 'rou' n 'gan' =)
heee veri long never open my eye big big le =P

then ending.. it's shit.... nt abt the performance
but abt the security guard at victoria theatre..
so rude.. keep shouting n shouting..
siao de..
keep asking ppl to get out of the place.. coz they wan to close it..
but it's raining cats & dogs..
even if wan to close hor.. also.. nt like tat wat..
ask ppl nicely...
ppl come out of washroom also kanna scolding..
should have take his photo down lor.....
piss off..... then gt alot adults say them..
so rude. .ppl pay to watch perform nt there for the security guards to scold ppl.....

it's like. u feeling great abt the performance.
then. u kanna scolding.. for nth .. is feeling damn shit lor
then.. someone say. tell ppl go other place..end up wronf lor.. miscommunication.. sabo mi kanna scolding. when mi hm
no more late dinner la
lol lao ma nag at mi..
she knows i never sleep on wed n thur nite lor.. tat's y complain
i no need to slp ah..
so late dun wan to come hm lol
tat's wat she said lor =x
sobz........ lol.... naggy la.. but honestly tired.. N tony..'s interface i haven do omg.. lol
need to sample abit tonight =x

this blog. nt free to blog lol
=P closing down.. soon.. still finding time to change =P

friday's matter is settled.. so no worries le haiz

=) lalala

2005-12-26T20:51:00.000+08:00

heee
holiday
dun like holiday
lolx

ok. interesting things happened
i was touched. hee =)
thankz my dear friends
lolx

haha. anyway today heard ximen own a lan shop
=.='''
tat guy ah.. bth since when sia
lolx
need to suan him more.
just now suan abit onli lol
heee

alot interesting friends around
is it for mi to forget him ma..
si ah boy
busy agian. .till never reply my sms
=x
forget ah boy ma =( haiz
happy sad.. love him hate him.. wat am i doing?
god tells mi lolx

=)

2005-12-19T23:16:00.000+08:00

Friday.. how i love fridays..
dunnoe y.. always things happened on friday i guess......LOL
i mean the gd thigns la =x
nt used to fridays.. go home after sch .. miss some stuff

anyway.. last friday.. went out with hui wen ^^ fun lol
find nice stuff hee..
lame at the neoprint =.=''
tired till i drop dead a few mins after i reach home

then com siao siao
solve le..
but.. favian their UI lol
mi haven realli do..
i look at there draft.. is too plain i need to add alot of stuff
faint.. so sian lol
tmr skip lesson.. =.= lol

=) & =(

2005-12-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

tired la.. this week
so many things to do .. but so little time
lol..
friday.. take a personal break lol...
went to ECP with pei kang lol
long time never sit on bike le.. nice
tat day feel happy.. n relax =) thankz pk lol

then sat.. went out.. study poa with yt..
hee. halfway we encountered abit problem
a lady offered mi help
she's not bad man..
somemore dun b cheated by her appearance lol
look like normal housewife but. her hp.. PDA kind de
then.. she.. was teaching her.. children sch stuff..
woot.. i think she's someone with high qualification but is a housewife.. nice.. remind mi of my mum =x

then buy something nice. tat day.. but. lame la.. never removed tat si hard tag of the clothes lol.
need to go back take it off.. stupid ppl.. never check de..
how they expected customer to check..when they seal the bags..
lame lor
lol

HCI.. dunoe how to study la.. understand.. but forget lol..
so many thigns lor.. sian.. OS>. mon then start study.. do other.. 1st lol

2005-11-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

i miss
the nature...
those voices...
those sounds...
those feelings...

n seriously brain dead for 2 days le..
the project how i wonder
should have work instead this weekend..
mayb go to beach.. just enjoy the screen there.. like i used to b
watch the sea... feel the breeze... or swim..
swim like how i used to b..
miss the feeling of swimming n running
i miss alot of stuff..
i dun feel like going to sch tomorrow.. it's plain sickering.. haiz

end of blog

2005-11-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

well i closing off my blog soon
lol.
changing la..
more private n closer friend can read la
it's more for ppl who understand mi..
know how i think know how i mark my stand..
how this how tat.. lol.. always gt ppl misunderstand mi ..
lol...
bth.. ppl always look at a way then claim not wrong
lol..
today.. can say it suppose to b my worse day
but.. somehow i feel better
at least i know the truth =)
my close friends all know abt the story =X
happy n sad..
but... wat to do

then today.. korkor send mi to sch lol
but traffic jam
lol i late for class but.. tat tutor also late.. bo pian some place dunoe y gt police lol
lucky i fasten my seat belt lol

then gt the use case..
interesting things happened lol
the lab filled with the laughters lol

n wonder if i should take up tat thing mr ong.. wanna mi help
coz i still need i need to brush up alot of stuff..
my head still blank.. it's already week 3
at least. it's not tat blank le ba
or sis killing mi soon again lol

next wed outing cancelled.
next tue.. 2 meeting.. 1 with tin they all.. the other with sis =X
this weekend i can play abit onli lor
i need to replan my time le..
sad... at least i know who's the ones around =)
thankz for those listening ears for the past few weeks
i think i should b ok..
just tat...
sometime every human can't help it.
those who has emotion i think.. lol..
happy abt alot of stuff for this yr =) though sad
but.. tat's a secret from many =) hee

=(

2005-11-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

some things done.. some not...
so sian lol..
time pass fast fast
then some ppl sleep n work =.=''' pigglet... sound familar lor..
ah boi lor.. same pattern..
think realli next week have to go down to his work place le =.='''''''

suppose today went to watch the wcg with kor today
so sad =(
but suddenly he gt alot of works to do..
so today he went back to camp..
earlier. he called mi haven finish..
so mon going to see korkor home late =X

then just now.. just a few min ago watch daddy play games instead =)
his shoooting pro =) real life n vitual =D
he last time.. in all shooting com .. he gt marksmanship =)
heeeee cool...

then yesterday... nt bad.. hee.. someone's birthday but.. cannot say =X
then walk here n there. heee
=x tired wor...
saw onion ^^ so long never see him lol
this break he never go back selling prefume..
otherwise.. who wans to buy can get discount for ya.. but too bad lol...
he says wanna change a working environment..
so he end up working in jurong!!!!!
siao de lor lol
near his area.. dun work.. work tat far..
somemore not happy there =.=
*sayang onion

also know numberous of interesting friends.. =) thankz
this month already kind of hell for mi =X
those know abt it.. just =x ok...

then abit feel bad..
abt the .net com...
sis they all have to withdrawn out of their own project group n form another..
but mi impossible la
somemore i taking java enterprise nt .net
otherwise might b with them =X
gd or bad =.='''
glad mr yah give a 'gd' signs
then yesterday learn more stuff abt interface from mr chew..
those comments realli needed for competition..
so the GUI.. i think i going to ask a few lecturer for their comments..
mayb last time.. yr 1 sem1 tutor miss they,
mr ong.. coz i remember.. tat time.. he say something i need to improve...
then mr yah... of coz..
mentor mayb.. n our cc lor..
lol....

so it's like mixed feeling during lab yesterday
haiz..
see sis so sad.. abt her project group..
=X anyway next friday.. hee watching movie with her =D
mayb ask her company mi look for ah boy..
but she go home might b inconvient =.='''
see how ba... =X

k.. doing flash.. need to teach sis on wed

1st week ~~

2005-11-14T06:28:00.000+08:00

1st week..ok la
though starting off bad lol...
si bus break infront of my house..
somehow the bus i wan to take..never come =.='''''''

but i think i saw alot of bus break down .. dunoe y =.='''''''
then end up for tat week.. i took 4 times cabs =.= waste money
2times on.. mon 1 on tue.. 1 on friday...
erm...
friday not suppose la..
but pain ma.. tat's y take cab go home rest =X

the lessons ok la...
but this sem is a must work hard sem..
coz it's not like last 3 sems.. can slack n pass not bad..
though 3 exam module la...
worse is tat OS.. =.= tat tutor.. veri boring.. but mayb i too tired ba..

weekend.... finish up the java (on sunday)=.= finally all program installed...
troublesome lol....
then sat.. shocking.. i slept at 7pm =.= suppose a nap
then at 8 mum wake mi up ask mi eat med.. then ask mi go bed.. =.=
blur blur i did wat she said..
end up..sunday wake up at 6 am =.=''''
so play play play till noon with rich bro in game

so lame.. i go spend 1 day level up =.=' lol

let see. .this week.... should have meet up with sis they all
but on thurs sobz...... stay back so sian.. lolx
n now haven read the lecture notes.. how how how? die lor...
now blanks.. so free must read read..
still need to adjust..
on medication so tired haiz .....

boo

2005-11-06T07:40:00.000+08:00

where did tat si ah boi go..
LOL...
=X everytime tired.. can't believe it hor.....
somemore .. ok.. EPL's fault
soccer o.o''' oh boy~
but if i had this kind of timetable..work night shift then morning then... off day forever change..
i confirm SIAN also.. till peng

then just notice.. it was his buddy birthday recently(2 days ago =.='')
ok ok.. get the idea le
even gt things on. he also has to help
coz ah siao's gf work same place as boi ma =(
bad bad so she confirm ask him to help
tat time quarrel always ask ah boi to get her stuff for her
(which left at ah siao's house)

hee then i kanna a bad virus from boi =X
make mi sleepyhead.. but still not as strong as his

then weird ah..
i keep falling sick abit here n there
conclusion.. WHO ASK MI SLEEP LITTLE =P
ok la.
suppose seldom sick
=.=''''' but hor.. those flu n stuff actualli not my defination of sick
my real sick is FEVER
lol n tell u a secret in sec sch.. i always have a little fever...
coz lack of water in my BODY lol
just ask mi go for a run n drink water
then tell u r u see mi
otherwise.. is i too sian.. then i have a little fever =.=''
tat's mi lo

haha tat's y sec sch always go run during p.e
even though haven fever
then.. afterwards no more fever =P

but hor.... now is stomach canot digest. properly....
=X BAD
how come
oily food la =X
i seldom eat.. tat oily..
OMG.. already 3rd day le...
tmr sch le =X

shall i write a letter to my stomach:
" Dear stomach,
CAN YOU KINDLY RECOVER BY TODAY!
OTHERWISE NO MORE GD FOOD FOR YOU =D"
then paste on bread n eat o.o''''''
this is craps LOL

n by tonight will finish the design..
i haven do any lol

siao cha bo signing off~

peng~ =P

2005-11-03T17:38:00.000+08:00

2nd nov =) wed
went back to sch =) was late lol..
ok la. this time.. gt ideas running around lol
or can die
the 2 guys ah.. still shy shy.. =.=''
then after meeting
went to catch movie -- The Legend Of Zorro
hee
nice lol
haha some parts can laugh till peng
the horse so cute LOL
n the little zorro =D
Elena still ever chio =)
guys dun eat popcorn.. onli jo sis n mi eat lol

then after tat.....
we went to walk walk.. manage to buy some stuff
SHOCKING lol
sis buy 2 shoes mi 1 la lOl
cheap n nice somemore lol
bth =P
then also GET someone's birthday gift....
haha realli shock managed to find something nice....
he better wear LOL..
or his birthday in sch.. let's make him dirty n wear lor
=D wahaha

3rd nov thur
wake up at 4 am somemore
last night slept at 10pmlor
lol...
early morning went out with whole family
love the wind ~
it's so nice...... n fresh =)
if in forest even better =D
remind mi when can i go nepal..
i wan to smell the air there =)
enjoy it with my family lol
but ... i think need to post spon lol
=( 1stly kor have to take leave from camp ma lol..
the most headache problem
haha..... then 2ndly gt crash with my stuff or not

ya yesterday jo mention when is open hse ah..
then we realise like near exam again lor
jialat for us le lor...
LOL.. so many things but all squeeze together
then i sleep in the afternon LOL.. i overslept
i haven do finish my research
*jo sis dun kill mi =P

k i go do now or tomorrow meeting jialat LOL =)

=D

2005-10-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

wed 26th nov

had a meeting with jo, favian, jj n mr yap
wake up quite early tat day
end up.. maple got update lol around 9 am..
around tat time si favian wake up le.. wan to play but canot play lol
then kevin log in around 8.58am LOL.. so suan

then crap with favian...
erm..he's the onli one who's on time
he reminded mi not to b late lol
reach sch saw him le lol.. but..
i went to sch library to reborrow a book lol
haven read finish la.. so many things to learn
those ppl.. add on color to their drawing realli nice lor ^^
then by the time..aroudn 12.05+ i reach the place we all suppose to meet
both jo n jj not yet come
lol.. end up celine come.. then jo appear lol

all go makan.. then.. craps then go meet mr yap lol
mr yap.. veri lame.. make a guess how we ppl get together
lol.but he guess all wrong lol..
all mr ong's work =P

ideas.. head blank. lol..play too much game ba lol

fri 28th nov
out with all the girls except long..
i think last min need to work lol

heee
talking abt alot of stuff
walk through bugis street.. get something..
this holiday never get much la lOl..
dun feel like buying much stuff
then walk to winson's store
haha got something realli nice =)
hee someone's birthday coming le la.
hee broke le lro
take as usual take neoprints with eve n ling..

hee.....
then eve went off as usual lol....
got something else on..
so left mi n ling.. walk here n there..
was home early lol
tired ma
=P

hee n kor preorder jay's album lol
his mtv.. see finish le la.. lol.. spend friday .. watch alot of mtv with kor hee =P
but bored hee
where is tat thing lol

Workshop lol

2005-10-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

=.='' finally workshop finish lol...
o.o''' think mayb i teach too fast ba.. lol
hee bully celine =P haha she help mi to teach my left over o.o''
omg... o.o'''

even though some students say dunoe also can find nice background =.= lol
mayb slow n fast ba..... lol
so how to teach? any suggestion .. smaller group hor?
more time hor?
then better hor?

mayb free time slowly do another website ba..
veri details kind n do o.o''''
so got real example.. here n there lol..
better right?
then talking on the mirco.. then they listen one.. too focus then never listen another lol....... >.<>.<

then finish the thing lol..
sit mr ong's car go pizza hut makan lol
know new ppl lol..
hee .. favian bully ppl o.o''''''''
then cs o.o'' for mi to beat de lol...
o.o'' look abit like my ex bf lol..
bth.. but cs much taller than him o.o

see ba.. 1 day do 2,3 pages ba.. end of holiday give mr ong..
ba lol.........in case gt any thing kind of thing ba =.='
better use flash but i forget le la .. LOL.......

now go play game =P

a part of candy melts

2005-09-29T17:01:00.000+08:00

have u ever wonder wat does my nick
'little ger looking for candy'

actualli veri simple..
alot of ppl thought real candy..
it's not.
candy refers to happiness..
the happiness is not just in a bgr relationship.
but in all relationship n everything in life
n it's veri hard n almost impossible to achieve

it's something which everyone would look for wat?

part of it melts....... just recently..
y?
i wonder did i do the wrong thing........
to mi some things.. r to b kept secret coz some ppl veri kpo de lor...
keep asking n asking..wan to know everything
which i hate alot
blog is open right? tat's y got the right to put wat is there n not right?

n my design =.= has been around for a year lor..................
info i never updates.. even link i never update.. then haiz.. kanna accuse =X due to it haiz

then friend liking another friend is ok right? tat liking is netural liking lor
i admit recently i like a guy, a friend like..
i like him alot seriously..
coz he got have common interest u see..
u know he love anime, drawing.. those stuff...
though got alot ppl who love it.. but can talk alot of craps with him
so comfortable..
someone like sri.. i miss sri alot..though she know in sg le
but... haven got the chance to meet her
her wedding reception haven even held yet=.='

he accuse mi over the blog n the liking =.=
*faint.. haiz.... i almost cry out when i see the sms
but i was in FJ with chin boon ..control..
then talk to chin boon.. to stop myself

but in lab.. dunoe y can't stand it...
topic 8 i never listen a single thing at all
haiz..... i just cry out softly..
chin boon notice but i just told him nth..
then tell him on msn.. i afraid if i tell him face to face.. i might cry loud then everyone knows le...
anyway.. i forget to say thankz to u chin boon..
glad today jo away..
otherwise i might just like tat cry....
i dun remember i cry in poly.. b4 =.='''''''
haiz.......

y he dun even wan to listen to my explaination..n assume things
assuming can kill someone
just now in the bus on the road..
i did have stupid thoughts.
was so upset..
haiz....

starting holiday.. which is the last paper.. is gd..
i go out..eat with yt n xq
then catch movie with xq n ss
nice n then
i plan if holiday i can't get a job i would ask him to teach mi drawing...
i see his work..is so much better than mi..
i cannot do shading ma
tat's y i like him alot ma =.=
simple right haiz...........

my blog design i do over n over again .. dun seems to get wat i wan =.=''''
decide to draw.. some stuff my self.. but haiz.. lose the mood to draw again ba..
i never know which info u never update..
ppl would assume u fake ppl...
this is bad..........

haiz.... 1st time crying over a friend..... i hate this....... haiz
wonder would he ever think abt it..
or just this relationship gone

lame, cute, interesting, funny week

2005-09-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

lol
exam week right?
everyone study hard sia=.=
i just can't fix my eye on my notes lol

but glad so many can fix lol.... ppl like bro they all fixed till forget my birthday lol.. interesting .. but jiahao n jeff those oversea all remember lol...
tat's veri sweet =)
but birthday not tat important la...
hee =) mr ong.. also remember lol.. send mi a email

xiao qi study till blur with dates ... nich also =.= for nich dunoe is it purposly lol

got myself a nice bag from a korean shop .. i love it from the 1st look lol
seldom see mi love a bag so much =p

tue..went out with shafa, azura,jo.. lol. they spend alot lol... haha
haha.. so cute.. tat's when i saw tat bag..
no one get it for mi so i get it..
on friday

heee friday.. meet tian ben nich =.=
i bought the bag.. hee i take money from one of my kor =)
hee mi so thick skinned=.=
nich 9+ then reach =.= shop closed le la
no need to take neoprint=.=
nich seems happy =.= tat idiot lol

actualli ben n i suppose to eat dinner with him.. but then we decided dun wan
lol so nich just come =.= nth to do.. lol we all wan to go home..
so he's the shuffler lol
his family car lol...

he so lame.. he nearly forget where he park his car =.=
reach his car... his bag at back seat lol.tian ask him put behind he say ugly lol
veri cute =.=
on the way.. haha jammed at lavendar road=.= why?
actualli got nth much
jsut tat ppl veri kpo..they slow down their speed n see wat happen tat's jammed =.=
weird la.. tat road normally indian fest then jammed like hell
then u can heard nich keep 'wat kao' dunoe how many times haha
he always 'wat kao'
n we have mini speaker behind our seats lol..
tian n her frien singing along to the radio which's playing forever love lol..

tian reach her home le .. then nich craps =.= he knows where's my place la =.=
disturb mi sia.. bad bad lie to mi lol.
then beat him lol...
he so bad.. big bully...
haha craps on way to my house lor..
i tell him where to turn lol.. starting i forget to see the road lol..tell him wrong things lol then u -turn again lol
haa.. 1st u turn coz he see wrong lol..
2nd is mi lol
then straight all the way n turn left.. then tell him where to stop hee..
he's shocked.. oh i live there =.='''''''
idiot him lol.
but thankz to him for the ride lol.. sweet of him lol =)
sweet la.. but he's bad .. wolf in hidden in sheep lol
jk... Nich u better dun read hor lol..

then i play game awhile.then sleep set alarm 4+ am wake up i realli wake up
then boy call mi hee.. he finish work le.. talk talk =) happy
he's bad heee but . .... ... ... lol
never study play haha
boy work at kbox bar =.= night shift lol no company mi chat
hee bored... =X
okok.. night night. crap somewhere else =D

~siao siao hui today =P

sad =(

2005-09-12T02:13:00.000+08:00

sometime.. i realli wanna sneak out at night..
go to the beach.. n enjoy the breeze which i love alot...
soar to the sea which i give up on going due to my problem

wondering.. where it is going ?
weird.. y would i ever even thought of it.....
it's driving mi mad =.=

never been this.. n never wanna b like this
how can ppl avoid this kind of thing
most time can't
coz the other party dun even care much......

or is it.. due to some unwanted party's appearance cause the confussion
out of so many.. till now.. onli this kind of problem headache to solve
why is it tat hard?
is it never try?
it can't b
already trying till i wan to give up =.=
those who know mi well know i veri seldom give up..
if i give up on something have reasons behide.
but this.. i dunoe wat's the reasons...
coz i tired of waiting? tired of this n that?
wat a bad excuse if tat is going to b the answer...

human always take things for granted..
but sometime mayb never show..
mayb should shown once in a while then others know..
but on the other hand.. y must show to others , right?
complicated ?

this week i must cheer up ... haiz. but my tears gland won't listen
just love to produce tears out =.=
got something to cut it ma?
i realli wanna cut it to stop the droplets dropping

--confused hui

Lol...

2005-09-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

k...
nearly forget my user name n pwd .. hahaa
actualli so many things how to blog...
also lazy to blog
the gd the bad =.=
bad seems more than gd lol..
but... aiya .. exam coming.. finish it off lol......
i haven got back my mood n feeling to draw lol..
die le ~
haha

random post

2005-08-14T17:03:00.000+08:00

done with one's project.. then now come another lol..
then can someone do mine. while i do yours lOl..
tired la..

friday...
finally done with ah qi's project. but not to my own expectation la..
but she says nice =.= so ok lor..
late meeting aaron lol..
realli paisei lor.. i late abt.. 1, half hour lor..
haha.. coz.. after ah qi lesson.. then a lecturer tell us..
her class need to use the com, blah blah. but there's so many com ma..
need to sit at only tat area ah.. siao lor..

then went to look for com in level 4.. found none.. can see everyone rush to do their work.. while there r seniors who playing puzzle fighter at one of the com..hell with it la.. free access room not for playing.. unless.. realli no ppl la or during ya class time or wat lor..

then went back to level 5.. find a lab is free after 3pm. i think
use there but.. also see ppl playing .. while other is doing project =.=
somemore noe them lor.. nah. not helping them anything.. tat's for sure
so selfish..

so i spend abt half an hour ++ looking for room lor...
a.. those ppl like this use com no common sense de =.=
make mi wanna curse them.. hope their project fail lor..
so free.. go somewhere else la.. basically no EQ

then.. have to faster touch up qi's work then head to orchard..
have to change mood also =.= coz aaron leaving sg.. this coming fri..
so cant show bad mood.
have a nice chatting with him at starbuck..
lol.. nice sight seeing also lol..
lame .. not going into it..

sat...
OMG.. need to b at sch at 8 am lOL..
haa.. late la. lol. make ah qi late with mi lol
but end up onli 15 min lol.. earlier than expected

the forum sux lol.
not it sux la. those ppl la
join . dun wan to come.. lol..
wu liao. join cca for cca points
but lol. yesterday alot of ppl join cca for cca points..
stupid ppl lor..then like tat fight for position for cca
dun give a damn la..

happy can le wat =.='''
sg ppl realli kaisu =.='''
can say the game is bad...
totally sux to core i will say..
if i offend pls pardon mi..
yesterday game part.. i think tat time xtreme venture ALOT ALOT better than them
where got ppl trial run at sentosa.. but actual event in sch..
no brain..
then ppl.. dun wan to play tat game.. just stright to forefit also canot
play this kind of game.. time is important wat..
then i think might due to those reason..
how come my group third =.=
got all the food n stuff lor...
lame lor.. dunoe them la..
also not interested.. the 7th forum so disorgainsed lor

but have some fun la =.= bullyppl...ppl bully mi back
those guys ah =.=
then among them have a magician lol..
see show.. veri impress ^^ cool
he's realli cool wor.. he onli learn for 2 years.. by himself
lol..
he's not fake de.. any deck of card he also can perform
haha.. then happen he also live in hougang lol.
so... haha.. end of event.. mi n qi n him go home together lol

on the bus haha.. another magic trick..
mmm he ask qi to write a name of a frien veri important to her
he say it out correct.. (not into details)

but the 2nd one.. coz ah qi's frien is a gd yellow joke teller =.='''
he difficult to think.. lol
can see he realli stress out.
ask him do again.. canotla.. tired..
haa.. think realli mental de wor .. lol

thenhead down to heartland mall..
meet up with adam had my lunch at abt 4 ++
the new bk burger not nice =.=
whopper.. + mushroom swiss burger.. taste =.= not there lor
those 2 burger i love to it.. but combine sux lol.

then buy cds.. which i discuss with kor..on oversea on friday..
he buy mi another present in thai =.=''
haha.. so sweet of him. even though he ask mi can i use it 1st..
coz no space lol.. of coz let him..
but sad..
i realli wan to watch snow lake wolf lol
but kor in thai haiz..
when will b the 3rd chance again...
this year is the 2nd chance haiz..
sad wor..

today...
i think sick lol... heart sickness la..
then mental also tio le..
physical also =.=''
omg..
haha...
need to refresh on flash.. otherwise can't help my friend
..
hope tomorrow better la..
anyway tomorow onward then i pop back into the ip lecture..
heee

h@ppy birthD@y SINGAPORE ^^

2005-08-09T17:50:00.000+08:00

heee.
9th of aug.. lol...singapore's birthday
and not to forget..
happy birthday to suixing also =P
haha.. also.. late happy birthday to collin n js i think.. lol
yesterday their birthday i think.. Lol. i dunoe wor lOl
i seem to b unable of alot of stuff loL..
blur le :P

heee...... last sun went out. to sea. with dad n mum ^^ enjoy the breeze alot
heee. passed marina lol..
can see those navy ships on the sea lol..
like veir long dun have navy open house hor.. miss u wor

then last fri.. BANDOUT lol
cool.. not go there to help.. i go there to watch lol..
dun intend to help out anymore..
got other personal things to settle ..

hee. both of my favourite group. get.. 1st n 2nd ^^
rox man^^
haha.. though .. mm the last 2 group make alot of noise..
coz liting, sayang n mi.. went to mac buy drink also can heard lol.
then went back in time to hear the result lOl =)

but today's bored.. kor.. still over sea =.=' dunoe should i sms him or not hee.
he's having a day off there also lol so should b playing...
heee. watch tv ba .. =) coz ah boi inside lol

red candy LOL

2005-08-04T02:19:00.000+08:00

ok.. peers next time dun eat red candy LOl...

well today.. skip lecture again.. then after scan card.. saw racon..
so we keep talking lOl.
ah kor never tell him he went over sea..so i tell him lor..
in case he look for kor.
then as we talk.. then rain =.=
then..got a guy who's marketing the NYDC vouc n membership card
talk to us lol.
not bad la.. calculate veri worth..
then i get one .. BUT not for mi ..
for one of my bros hee. he's the one who help mi in c++ de.. ^^
so next tiem he go there.. got extra stuff..
n spend a lower price..
heee.. sigh lol.. membership also give him lol
i'm Broke le la lol.. lucky.. still got abit money..
which suppose to save LOl.. have to save again ba.. hee..
it's for my own birthday :P heee..haven plan where to go wor..
still a month away Lol..

red candy..
horror? mm kind of..
coz starting of the movie..Lol.. i was..like..thinking of somestuff lol..
then at one part.. i kanna shock so jump up lol.. lame sia..
lOL.. canot believe it lor...
but wat lao.. realli happen in real life jialat..dun anyhow ans hp
but.. talking abt it.. mm real life.. i got frien encounter.. but not like tat.. la..
different.. hee..
talk abt another time.. tired out le..
i think i talk abt it tmr lOl.. =D
night ppl

2005-07-30T20:36:00.000+08:00

haiz..
i think i never fully let go
i still feel the pain alot.. somehow..
it hurts realli alot

one week break ^^

2005-07-23T13:49:00.000+08:00

weeeeeee one week break lol..
can no need to go to sch LOl..
but.. na.. i think i going to alot of things.. not to play la.. lol..
anyway.. just d/l maple sea. haven install.
think tat way can company.. tian mei... to play.. lor.. lol..
coz difficult to meet her ma..

then few days ago we had 2 practical test..
still not bad lOl..
though i didn't do well for java.. coz due to the second method..
haha.. i seems to think it return an integer lor..lOl
but.. some free time.. b4.. networking tutorial..
i go rewrite the method.. Lol.
ok la.. work la =.= Lol.. lame lor.. lose marks like tat..
nvm.. at least learn my own mistake..
then.. c++ weeeee.. hehe. nt bad.. though make mi worry if realli pointer appear...
due to kor la.. he make mi so stress...
simple thing. he make it so complex LOL....
then we had fun.. recode.. by not using mr simon's template LOl..

=D ok.. time to do other stuff....
n i found the patch for msn messenger 7.. wee finally.. can.. upgrade to verison 7
he comments tat "using namespace std;" is nto gd to b used...
well tat's advanced c++ le la lOl...

2005-07-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

oh boy..
many things happened.... this week
alot of bad things.. though still have gd things.
mm forget abt the bads..
remember the gds

this week..i had catched movie.. with some of my old pals.. with lynn companying mi
Ah boy fetching mi home again.. cum recieve a disc which contained photos LOl..
his army photo in new zealand veri lame lOl.. onli.. a few had seen it
then.. ah lynn & Ah Qi company mi.. home.. when i feel sick.... somemore.. which cause them to skip their tutorial.. *feel bad.. n thankful to them
then now just home.. from walking here.. n there in orchard LOL
eat alot.. lol.. got one nice skirt.. though the material still alright.. not to my favourite kind.. still not bad la lOl

btw i had gain weight lOL..*laugh
so if wan to say fat .. say LOR.. big deal lol..
i admit i gain weight le ma LOL, but still haven overweight wat =.=
i veri long time never gain weight lor since tat time i had fallen veri sick b4 i come to poly..
got some problems.. then got chicken pox lol...

then come to poly never train lOl... lazy lor
so i guess time to lose some weight LOl..
well at the same time train back le la.. i dun think my physical endurence.. is even 50 % of wat i had when i was in sec sch..
last time won't even fall sick. even if i'm lack of sleep
i think i keep over tired myself..over n over..
tat's y.. recently.. my head.. veri painful.. painful till sometime.. i dun even wan to think of my work to do lor

setting target for nafa test's 2.4 km run,
i wan to set a new record for myself of 12 min ++ la.. less than 13
my average all.. was 13 mins ++lOl
only once or twice.. with 12 .something min lor
if dun feel well will b abt 14 min to 15 min lor lOl ..
but then.. alot of times suan lor.. leg. suddenly pain.. need to slow.. down..
always use mentally to overcome >.<''
must train back mentally endurance .. Lol..
the bones part pain lol..
sometime do feel it too...

well.. everyone let's work hard to acheive wat u wan..
dun cry over spill milk wor.. ok?
life is short..
time to enjoy, enjoy..
time to work hard, work hard
*night

2005-07-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

nth to say much..
just hope everyone..take care of ya health & treasure the things around u
But if ya someone who care so much abt ya own "face" & n look things in the point of view which u should look in
kindly go knock the wall...n fark off..
thankz

=D

2005-07-09T18:02:00.000+08:00

k k.. i think time for mi to re amend my own time.. no time for myself lOL
SAD~ SO many ppl going oversea for 3 months =.='
ppl like jia hao n my veri own korkor.. hope they take care of them self.. =D
*prays*
so many will b missing out on my birthday *sigh..

wed... Percussion Concert by Japanese musicians from Nagoya Music University
skip c++ lecture.. coz bad mood ma..
mmm then teach wei ping.. how to calculate subnet.. before attending the
percussion concert..
they realli ROX!!!!
haha.. though i find the opening performance veri weird lOl..
but i enjoy the music ^^
especially. i veri long time never go to sakura lOL.
wait kian kill mi lol.. *recalling on the day which i met kian at theseg orientation *
n also ..long time.. never see long in sakura LOL
then one of the performance of the drummers SO KAWAII lol
got actions actions ~ lol.. veri cute lor.. tat guy...
n tat lady... she looks so cute.. yet she play the drums ..
fit wor LOl

thurs.. max birthday
debugging quiz.. dun think will pass.. nvm la.. later i will learn my mistake..
canot cry over failure .. must walk over it..
jia hao say nvm de.. can make it de la.. ^^
then my break i company doris do her stuff ..
she veri wacky lOl.. i going to bth
before tat.. max's freshies ask mi to join the celebration for his birthday Lol
veri sweet of them hor LOL .. *envy
then the ip quiz ok la..
though wei ping told mi wat is it all abt..
thankz.. but.. tat kind of question is kind of standard lor LOl
thankz bro..

finish the quiz fast..
then find lynn they all LOl.
crap with them.. n max freshies lol

friday..
miss out miss phoon class mmm something personal la..
*sigh..
then..late for DBMS
enjoy the lesson..

anyway..the results was out
everyone went to see.. but i just can't b bother abt it..
i never study.. wat u can expected right?
then.. kindly dun see ppl's marks..
coz .. it's just basic manners la..
and.. if u copy.. from ppl..y u bother so much abt the marks lOl
veri werid sia.. tat's how i notice..
not ya marks in the 1st place ma..
no offend for this comments..
coz been thinking abt it veri long time..
lol.
but i glad yating pass ^^ coz she keep worry abt failing =.=

i got a question in my head.. wonder.. if u can a tell mi ma..
if ya're reading.. just tag on my board or.. email mi lor..
question: "Y SCARE OF FAILING THE PAPERS"
if got study y scare =.=.. tat's how i think..
can someone tell mi ma..
coz i realli wonder..
u copy u scare u fail =.= wth lor.. u never even study lor.. n ya're copied lor
if study n fails learn the mistake ..then try again.. dun pressure yaself ma
i wondering is my thinking different from others..
coz something the things i said.. no intention how come.. become got some intention.. so weird sia Lol.. actualli veri sad lor but.. wat ppl think can't control right? so i wonder.. LOL.. wat am i talking...

k.. just now went out with kor to get somethign..
lOl
he comments on my hairs..
y i always cover my face..
i been doing tat since primary sch wat
Lol dunoe y LOl
he said like dunoe from which manga =.=''
kick his asslor..
then get some of the things for him..
coz he going to pack some of the stuff le...
next week got quiz le.. mm study wat ah LOL.. i dunoe wor..
LOL
k k..
i signing off..
think mayb do some drawing so long never do so le..

wat a day

2005-07-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

kkk..
suppose to b helping out de..
but then something crop up lor =.=
kns.. de lor.. those inactive suddenly so active =.='
wat the heck is those ppl thinking..
n when the "him" is moving out.. so many rush out lor
pls lor.. there's someone out there.. we should b proud of him.
he's Mr khoo Swee Chiow, sg veri own adventurer ^^
should listen than just rush.. hoping to see "him"
so turn out the seminar sux la..
those dunoe have to b audience =.='''

anyway pray for Mr Khoo's safety for his next adventure trip which is something totally new for him. IT's not like climbing mountains.., he's swimming.. against the sea current.. 33km and it's 16 degree cel =.='
OMg. somemore he was a non swimmer lor.. but now he got trained =.=
have to pray veri hard for him.. the most i swim is 10 km lor.. LOl.. (tat time i siao.. dun remember wat i did)

after the seminar which ENDS alot earlier than expected, wait for sayang to go play pool LOl
n it's expensive LOl..
i think kanna cheated la..

nvm abt it.. just half an hour ago.. nicholas ask mi do i noe this guy..
n i told him ya.. =.= it's realli shocking.. tat i noe his bro.. for veri long time =.=
nicholas is my last time maple story's game mates LOL..
jia sheng and nicholas r brothers omG..
nightmare.. LOl...
somemore.. i had played games with nicholas's brothers b4(he has 2 bro)
so glad i dunoe the other one =.=''''''
but still veri shock..
coz i lost contact of jia sheng =.= but he found mi back in friendster =.=
sigh..
i still can't control my emotion ..
OMG.. OMG>.< onli some noes y i will feel this way..
ARH.. CAN SOMEONE GET TAT FEELING AWAY.. i can't concentrade

*lost

2005-07-03T00:57:00.000+08:00

i'm lost somehow...
*sigh.
lost in wat am i doing n stuff...
wat happen?

event:28th of june 2005
jones shi campus concert
1st time helping out.. ^^
also been watching concert lol..
somehow it's rock..
mayb due to jones shi
haha.. i dunoe who he is.. lor.. when i help lOl
he's a local singer wor ^^
his voice is realli great
this concert is quite mini..
coz.. got y.e.s.933 listener attending
therefore held at TFA
haha tat's y have autographic session
it's also where i got to see yee joo who suppose to b in my grp at pals LOl but kanna taken away

Event: 29th june 2005
XTREME VENTURE!!!
it's a success.. but i think i got nth to do
sad =.='
just glad to see it success..
but sad to see nat.. overwork..
though didn't talk to her much..
but feel pain when see her like tat
n shocked mi and felicia
pray tat she won't like this anymore
last day of june & 1st day of july
thurs to sat
then.. these few days.. not realli gd mood
still manage to smile some la..
sigh......
then yesterday which is friday i dun wan to come to sch
but.. seng bought something for mi..
he wans mi to get it..
so bo pian.. take cab down..
but suan lor..
kanna traffice jam =.='
$8 gone lol.
from my hse.. nt tat far ma
tat's sweet.. at least turn my day. slightly better..
n also due to the session with yating n lynn after sch.
haha..
study halfway..
doris keep call mi for sos. to get things for her..
then.. b4 tat is zi hao LOl..
regarding pals lor

can say.. this yr.. the yr one so lucky..
sigh.. yr 1 can b so active le..
i onli join pals at yr 1 sem 2 lOl..
so mm i think onli active alot now =.=' i think at open house la lOl
last night.. got total 5 juniors to come with mi to the career exhibition..
wat is it.. i dunoe LOl.. actualli
ask.. SCL year 2 ppl help.. all said got quiz ah.. sigh..
they got common test
so i got 1 SIT, 1 SDN, 2 SEG, 1 SCL lol
n i dun have the SCL contact list lor..lol.
happen to ask one of the seg to tell mi abt hisfrien..
since he's beside him on the phone ma lOl
just nice lor LOl

tat boi la.. keep making mi sad
hope he did noe lor.
though just told him =(
sigh....
lucky my eyes wasn't swollen..
starting.. it was then no more
sigh..
the project. mm
ya.. should start le..
dun like to last min..
it's totally sux. to have last min work

events events Lol

2005-06-25T01:31:00.000+08:00

lol so many things going on.. for mi la .Lol
next week even more
LOl

mon been a gd ger.. go for dcn lecture.. Lol kind of boring but understand ^^
tue.. cool.. play pool with shafa lOl.. after meeting lol.. too bad.. BI having DCN lecture or bro can join us
wed.. OMG.. LOl the forum lol...(will talk abt it later)
thur... booth.. lunch with doris.. pool session again Lol this time around with bro,sis & sayang lol
fri.. boi boi fetch mi home again .. n came to my house ^^ mum invited him Lol

haha
talk abt pool 1st lol
shafa aka sayang.. played with mi on tue lOl.
feeling weird weird lOl.......... coz onli we 2 ma
lol.. we play without rules lOl...(Starting la)
haha then last few rounds then serious abit lOl.
veri lame.. lame till i keep laugh laugh

then thur one.. starting off.. with bro suggesting.. taking cab to =.=' ang mo kio LOL.. lame of him lro
haha.. then we play team game..
lol... then.. single session
then lastly the veri last team game lor
can see sis sis veri tired Lol..

omg then went home.. sleep LOl.. tired lol.. dun even wait for ah boi to call mi

forum
was COOL.. lol. LAME like mad ma..though some parts disappointed la
starting off..
omg..y am i 1st to intro lOl.. but.. still ok ..not tat scare =.=' unlike the feeling i have when at the debriefs with the SIT seniors around.. tat one felt like pressure.. at pals. dun feel tat much..
LOL. so many ppl =.= then alot go to other orientation lol..
some to my other cca.. omg.. do i have to see same faces in 2 ccas LOl
jkjk.. no hard feelings lOl..
though i stop my freshies going to the other orientation lor lol
oh yeah haven email chairman of the particulars.. think i will do it tomorrow..
those kids should b sleeping lOl..

then in my grp 2 guys so idiot.. forget their NAME.. but THEY from BI lOl..
i remember their faces..
if wanna to leave just say so ma..
but pls la.. with basic manners lor.. just say so.
thought ppl dunoe they took their bag.. wanna to leave..
confronted them.. still got cheek to say wanna go toliet...
wtf.. if ya're a man. just say wat u wan la..
somemore yesterday booth saw them again.. wanna register for the event
hope u guys dun run off like tat lor.. still like kids..
wanna run just inform.. u inform.. even if ppl wan to stop u ..
still it's up to ya choice..to stay or leave lor.. silly

apart from ppl like this.. got fun ppl la ^^
=D haha.. those new comers so veri lame.. haha.. but still nice la..
i noe more abt dental.. coz now it's include.. as one of the places to show vistors lOl..
n would u believe.. alot of the things around in sch..actualli is made by our sch..
then they sell the product out..OMG.. or something else lol..
even the daily mrt.. tat.. passer? wat's tat thing call?
tat one u tap ya card.. n let u pass through.. tat's one of the products wor..

then around the campus.. got tat one..show time.. on the ceiling .. the one..flash.. time. tat one.. tat long rectangle thing.. tat one is done by our sch
lol wow.. so impressive...
in case u guys dunoo wat i talking it's like at counter. u wait for the numbers.. those kind of things lor.. lol.

then theyeven have something for the water coast guard ^^...
IMPRESSIVE lOl.. =D
so dun play play ..

then after the tour need to look for 2 lame guys lOl.. dun mention their name..coz they too lame le.. LOl.. name & lame sound rhy hor? LOL

then.. we have dressing up compitiion..
HAHA>. veri CUTE..
haven get the pic lOl
so LAME lol
haha. too lame.. i think dun wan to mention.. otherwise.. my blog realli crappy lol..

okok.. time to sleep otherwise.. ah boi noe i haven sleep .. going to nag =P
update more.. if i have time on weekends..
sleep early ppl.. must rest

sad weekends..but quite a happy day today lol

2005-06-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.
You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent.
An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer.
Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstartions help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

haha just something i try out =) hehe sound like mi =P hehe

weekends sad never company jojo.. then also end up never buy yukata..

but cant blame.. mmm out of luck.. clara busy..then shop lady busy Lol

so sob~

then today happy ^^

ah boy fetch mi home ^^ hehe.. so sweet =.='

but still smoke so much.. haha.. wanna kill him le..

tomorrw he working lOl.. 1st time =.=' LOl.. hope he can wake up..

n also ah siao ah LOL.. who's happened in my sec sch. n ah boi's buddy lor

haha.. if he overslept.. no one can wake ah boi le lol

time to scan the stuff lOl b4 doing tutorial ^^

oh dear.. wat a week

2005-06-18T13:12:00.000+08:00

=D
been celebrating. alot ppl's birthday.. shafa... jo, drew.. blah blah Lol
but sad
today cna't go with jo.. it's her actual birthday today.. lucky... yesterday surprise pop up with a cake lOl. glad i did it lOl
coz right now still waiting for pPL's sms lor......
she dun even noe wat time her meeting finish....S O AT home WAITING
HAIZ..........................
otherwise at town with jo.. bro.. n others.. plus jo's freshies
*sigh .. i left out of the fun again.. 2nd time le lol..
right jo?

nvm next month.. hopefully we can go out walk walk =D
i need to get some clothes.. i haven buy any lor +.=
i mean realli buy anything lor LOL
but hope the events dun cRASH..

I can't wait for BANDout event LOl
coz this time.. is the whole nyp.. not just SIT wor.. LOL
cool.. hope the response is gd
can't wait to see the performance ^^

my new blog design no time to draw lOl..
veri brain dead lorLOL........

now waiting for clara's sms .... AHHHHHHHHHHHH
can ya meeting faster finish LOl.........
i dun like to put things one side lro zzzzzzzzzz

scary month

2005-06-13T06:21:00.000+08:00

heng now not the hungry ghost fest or i die lOL
how come this month SO Many ppl birthday =.=
sorri if i forget anything =.='
last week.. i have 7 ppl birthday =.='
lucky not each day one..=.=

but this week.. it's 2,3 a day.. especially on this weekends 18,19 =.=
OMG.. LOl.........
freak mi out yesterday till no mood to continue my stuff haha..

noe so many june babies....... =.='''''
hmmmmmm haha
for my month.. haha. it's like.. 5th,6th,7th,8th,9th then 12nd,13rd,14th,15th,16th =.=' still have =.=''
haha dun mention le la =.= zzzzzzzzzzzzz

i broke till so jialat lOL
ah boy de which is yesterday..
haha poor baby have to do guard duty tat day..
yesterday suppose to make a long way trip to buy something =.='
but change to next week =.='
i dun wan miss the iron ladies 2 lOL =D
so wacky sia....
but they r realli brave.. i mean those realli in their real life..
despite so many problems...

anyway.. ppl should accept wat they are
some even prettier than other females lor..
n somemore they also more skilful..
remember tat thai boxer..
he changed to a lady le right?
so beautiful =D

haha nvm abt those.. jsut b happy =D

=D finally blog lol

2005-06-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

haha..
recently.. keep having headaches.. LOL
dunoe wat's the reason??
coz i sick i never see doc la.. =.='''
then today aini mention i never blog.. LOL
ok ger.. now i blogging =D

just home not long ago from jam & hop la
not bad.. but haiz.. when it's realli high.. i have to leave..
mum sick =.=
haha
nvm long story..
enjoy it.. but was kind of sad...
some ppl happen to have things on.. can't come..
nvm lol
hope today make those who's realli stress much better

last fri lol.. went to catch cursed with ah boi ^^
not bad lol..
depends how u like the story ba
werewolves ^^
something mi n my kor like when we were young..
=D mystery.. fantasy stuff .. hehe

anyway.. next month i going to b damn sian when home..
i gonna miss kor kor (bro) coz he going oversea..
haiz.. i realli not used to it lor..
i'm the one who's always away lor
now his turn..
like tat time start my poly life.. without my kor =(
sob~ he was serving ns *sigh..
then i think he going to miss my birthday =.=
haiz..........
dun feel like blogging now
at the veri min.. something make mi feel damn sian =.='
so add more next time..

1st week of sch

2005-06-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

1st week...
1st day

the feelin's great.
reach sch see so many ppl.. LOl
here n there..
all the familar faces... lol..
even though been seeing each other for how long in the holidays ..
almost all the holidays were spend in sch..
so far i stay in sch the latest 10 ++ pm .. lol...

2nd day..
whole day with miss phoon lol..

3rd day...*giggle
see miss phoon again Lol
C++ lecture.. mm tat man's lame la =.='''

4th day.. =(
wat lao. take cab lol..
not late for class...
late to meet them lor.. haha
finally a day without miss phoon..

then go into their lab to use com^^
=D
i'm done with the datbase cms..
dunoe can ask mi ba

5th day..
not sure yet lol.. which is later giving question lol.
se miss phoon...
then the database class ba...
mmm mayb drop by to say hi to them

things to review:
DO NOT assume..
assuming kills.. but ppl keep doing it..
but let mi recall.. did i do tat.. lesser ..
since. the holidays..we guys learn
mayb i think fast then mayb ppl mistaken.. my words as self defence..
sorri if anyone got the wrong meaning..

Better dun put in ya personal thing.. (anything, example:feelings)
onto the things u do.
it's totally not fair.. n
u might not.. realli noe wat's the real meaning
behide everything..
might b accusing lor..

then everyone has fault.. somehow..
no one's prefect..
so.. mm forgive n forget..
...
but.. mmm
sometime u wanna to do it..
but the person dun wanna.. kinda sad

*signing off

sad again =(

2005-06-02T06:22:00.000+08:00

haha
sick the 2nd time..
lol..
mayb realli not enough vC la lol
but canot b
coz i realli not enough sleep la...
but senior ivan say eat more vC...
hmmm...but diffferent ppl.. different..

but one things he's right la
wake up early do the stuff lor.........
last time i alway like tat de
now canot..
1stly already realli not enough sleep lOl..
how can i do tat
last time even siao.. keep skipping sleep LOl

actualli i dun feel happy abt this event .. xtreme venture
coz....... for goodness sake ah.
senior.. u say no more orientation stuff
then joltly shut up abt talking abt finale lor
no more finale team le. (no more DIT/DBI, DEI, DDET, DMIT team le wat =.=)
still keep talking abt it =.='
totally rude no respect lor..
=.='''''

say on the last day of orientation..
then u yaself keep saying it..
mmmm not the 1st time.. like tat le wat =.='

k. gtg.. otherwise.. late meeting juniors again LOL
they will kill mi LOL..

back to sch

2005-05-29T15:38:00.000+08:00

back to sch since wed =.='''''''
kanna back tat position lol
nvm abt it
tat's bo pian thing

see my orientation photo with the freshies^^ 1st lol.. taken the last day^^

1 2 3 4 Mi & azura ^^

then thur.. went back to sch to settle the payment which my juniors kanna the wrong price indicted Lol
so those ppl..had bought IT1111 earlier than wed .. lucky u wor. lol
the price is supposed to b $6.80
so my poor juniors has to pay some money back ^^

then help the doris at the printing shop..
she's stress up le wor..
jojo's mummy...
she wed OT i remember....

thur i help her awhile, then settle the maths papers..
then i run off to meet yokeling, eve, long..
i late for.. 45 mins =.='''
then long even worse lol. i called her. she just woke up..
suppose to have a ktv section. but
eve has to leave early so...
called off it..
so we end up walking here n there ^^

hehehe =D taken b4 eve went off to airport
going to buy some clothes.. i haven got any lor.. *sigh

then on friday i miss out the outing with the group 12.. the group . i happen to make friends with ^^
sweet guys.. bought their ogl present lol.
y my class never lol..
jkjk..
alot of ppl thought i part time in sch =.=''' where got
lol. just help help onli..
if part-time should join the library.. *sigh...
should have join hor.. nvm.. dun think i have time..

then hope to see everyone ^^
sch's tomorrow..
n =.=' my designs haven done =.='''
off to do~ tata

long " weekends "

2005-05-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

lol..
the so called weekends is from sun to mon lOl

sunday -- vesak day
omg gotta up at 6++
then prepare stuff ...
hopping on a cab with my family.. to the temple there
this time selling stuff for fund raising

quite fun ^^
then i end up selling flower
it's so cute.. n beautiful...
hehhee...... =D
but i sell till afternoon LOl
then i went home...
waiting for ah boi to call.. but.. he never call =.=
n when he call i wan to sleep Lol..
so end up rest at home

monday -- sentosa outing
lol
now i am red =.=
my skin haven cool off lor.. wan to cry le. Lol..
ok la.. fun with them ^^
veri fun ^^
lol.. surprising. still can swim Lol
i abt after o level swim.. tat time got problem
=D
but tat water is damn dirty lOL

sadly i have to go home for dinner..
mummy wans de lor..
zzzzzzzzzzz
then miss the fun lor.. of meeting up with the bro,sis they all =(
still have chance to play.. hehe

then for today.. busy. cleaning up lol..
=D
then... sleep n sleep. Lol
then heard naggy from mum again.. saying y so red lol
mummy ah.. so naggy lol

*signing off

happy happy

2005-05-21T23:17:00.000+08:00

yoyo..
sorri so long never blog.. alot to say..
so this.. entry.. veri long lOl

i wan to thankz.. everyone. who make the orientation so GREAT =D
LOVE u all ^^
i from dunoe how to spell orientation.. to noe how to spell
coz i keep spell it =.='
n sorri to those.. something pop up. creating problems..
some are my partly my fault..realli sorri
but.. forget all these bad stuff.. remember the good stuff ok?

got to noe alot of ppl lol.. freshies.. lol.. some even other class ^^
even get to noe .. someone same birthday as mi ^^
remember exchange presents hor lol

here u go for the storys~

...
18th of may

wake up at 4++ do drawing.. but destroy it. haiz.. it's a gift lor
haiz.. coz i fall asleep and draw across it..
nearly late to meet stanely, totake cab to fetch gloria.. n chunwei..
wow so early wor...
onli sleep at 1 am like tat.. LOl.. coz... calling. the freshies ma

everyone get the thigns ready..veri fast..
then some freshies come early =.='
all get ready for them.. then i go sit.. at my 1st aid tat area lo.. lol
sit there.. keep ask chris n jon to catch ppl back..
coz some ppl.. go washroom never say de..

hehe.. then finally get to see my freshies.. lol.. of coz.. better looking than photos...
say 'hello' to them.. everyone.. recongise mi..coz i call all =(gab bully mi)
then.. 2 more added to my class.. to a new strength of.. 20 freshman...

starting.. zhi yong.. keep disturb mi lo.. saying boring.. show.. n stuff. blah blah..
finally.. all done.. go for the campus.. tour...
i onli show.. the blk L. then i left.. leaving. gab do the rest..
went off to help bro ^^
the.. food =.=' mmmm hot hot.. lol
ok la.. dunoe y.. auntie. COOK so much. we order.. correctly she over cook Lol
so lame

then. do wat.. =.='
get back to them..then.. =.=' i forget le
ah. i remember.. they go for lecture again Lol
then we went to .. level 6 but.. i veri suan..
canot go into the room..lol. due to some reasons..
but in the end.. they can go in. then talk to them
then their mentor.. come.. is mr simon seetoh ^^
do some work for him la ^^
he's veri nice.. but still spell my name wrongly again Lol

but sadly no game for them.. coz sudden rain Lol
(ppl.. ya mouth dun anyhow say thigns lol)

...
19/5
meet everyone.. at mrt control station.
but... so sian.. wait so long no bus..
when bus came .. no space..
take taxi =.=' gab.. u haven pay mi Lol
so i was late for abt 5 min ++

then i was thinking.. go for pc survical guide 1st.
but then i was stop by a lecturer lol
so i noe changes are made..
lucky mi

so lecture 1st then pc survical guide lOl
the pc survical guide.. is fun n crappy lOl
=D
wei ping help mi LOl...
tat's so sweet.. thankz alot lol

the fire drill Lol.. jialat la..
alot of ppl get caught in the rain.. we have to dash into the shelter lOl
then go into.. wet weather plan lOl
(actualli wei ping was right.. should go into tat plan ealier lOl)
then 2 gers left...
game time.. at blk E
wasn't kind of fair.. but IT's just a game. lol
so everyone plays it ^^..
tat's end the day

...
20/5
final day ...
glad i got onto the bus.. :P i wasn't late ^^
but something sad happen tat day.. let's skip tat
n the last day is the lamest day...
n the touchest day =X

my whole class learn to b as lame as mi =.='
wat lao.. can bth Lol..

then so touch.. Lol.. all noe i eat dinner damn late de lor..
coz have to company them so i can't eat...
then reception the gers take food n let mi eat lol..
so sweet of them ^^.. thankz u gers..
the food yummy wor ^^
coz of this.. i didn't miss the show at all Lol...
one of it..with joshua in it.. Lol.. in the 90sec of frame
he got the 3rd prise.. so proud of him ^^
n he even ask mi open his prize ^^
ten.. he so sweet.. share it with all his classmate

the finale show.. was great.. n the ending.. all ogl n excos on the stage..
huggies n hand shaking.. all over the place..
it's so sweet..
nearly wan to cry out le..
but.. glad.. everythings.. seem better than we thought..
=D

then.. today
21/5..
rest.. alot..
then went out with my own korkor
happen to see my favourite junior ^^
so long never see him.. since i left sec sch..
he getting more handsome ^^
=D my korkor dun recongise him le
coz tat time.. he came my hse b4.. is abt.. sec2 or 3 lol
n heard one of the greatest news...
they got silver ^^
weeeeeeeeeeeeee they improve.. tat's so great.. hehe
canot let other look down on us..

ok.. gd night ppl...
i off to rest

durian days

2005-05-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

kkk. mum naggy...mmm
everyone would say normal la..
lol..
actuall it's normal la..
but my mum alot worse la.. Lol...tat's the problem lOl
though.. i remember my sec sch teachers said mum will care abt it
*sigh....
somemore IS pasSIOn for so many thigns.. kanna trash by her..
tat one called caring???
i think to a certain extent lol..

well well.. put tat.. aside..
today.. home.. got durians to eat.....
from daddy mummy lol...
can see. actualli mummy wan mi to b at home often...
she cook.. one of my favourite soup.. on tat day i never go sch
(Actualli plan to stay home to do some stuff=P
she thoughts i will %*#($)%$)$_$ at home lOl)
she hor.. bad bad de..
lol...

then after durians session.. (i haven eat dinner tat time)
talk abt something.. spooky.. lol.....
noe quite alot of stuff.. but not sayinglOl..

then today.. lol.. notice i made some lame mistakes...
sorri to yee chin.. raji...vignesh Lol..
ahhhhh..
sorri wor.. raji and vignesh.. wrong spelling
yee chin.. wrong sex.....omg he's a guy..
the name dun sound hor..
then noe a ger..called ahzula... right>?
right spelling ? LOl..
blur blur.. but she remembers tat i help in the open house lol

today such a crappy days..
those with mi.. will noes =P
haha..
then ah ger.. jo.. so blur like sotong today.. Lol..
then richard bro..
ai yo..suppose take pic with him. never take..lol

mmm then.. tat lady at blk L... LOl
today run errands for her ^^..
she's jo god ma ...
haha.. learn how to do abit stuff ^^
free time.. help her abit ba....
she cut her. finger =.=''
so careless.. n.. doing the work.. herself..
while other.. ppl at the bookshop.. mm
more ppl...
but glad they help her..
btw.. ppl.. i saw one of the module.. notes lol
FOR IT ppl.. yr 2...
mmm the pages are printed.. single page.. due to some reasons(lazy to explain)
not sure tat one .. is the whole set ma but....
it's totally.. 116 pages LOl..
quite thick LOL...

then just now talk to mum.. i going out with.. yokeling, eve, and long.. after the whole thing of orientation ^^
she's ok lol.
weeeeeee.. i noe them.. 1 yr ++ le wow.. from working somemore ^^
weeeeee...
dunoe y.. love them alot.. especially eve ^^.. just love to dote one her..

then.. haha..
got the presents ready.. while.. yesterday..go print tags.. and do my other stuff.
haha..
then i realise.. alot of ppl birthdaylOl
buy those "related" to mi la lOl
i going broke broke le lOl..

watashi suki ichigo desu =D
sore aikou anime

=( kanna locked =.=

2005-05-11T14:04:00.000+08:00

mmm everything's almost ok le..
but now.. came mummy into the screen
*sigh......
how come she never ever.. realli listen to mi
somore this time.. i realli change my tone talking to her

she's complaining.. y keep go sch..
y be free labour and stuff
omg.. she dun even.. noe.. this kind of things comfirm got ppl do de ma
then she say y should i b the one..
now.. asking mi to put off everything..
already done so much then ask mi put off.
sec sch. tat time..
learn kayarking for wat...
blah blah.
coz of that..
she last time.. already agree to let mi in the water sport..when i go poly
then suan suan la.. after o level i got skin problem
she against it like ma..
understabale but i still angry with her
i never even show out lor =.='''
it's somethign i love alot lor.....
yet giving up.. for her.. omg =.=''

make mi regret.. so many things i never done at all lor..
though this time. not much big events.. but..
still the same somehow

she has her right to angry...
but..... canot just think of yaself ma..
must think of others too..
tat's how i feel abt life..
y.. she has to onli care... like so selfishly..
i noe.. she was actualli sad n worry..
keep seeing mi late home.. then go out early ..
the others also the same
then she would just say.. care abt yaself.. dun care abt others =.=''
but... everyone is the same wat..

then she say.. if u never find a job then rest at home....
y keep go sch sch
but.. i miss the friends i made.. over the camps and preparation

sorri tat.. i never pick up her phone.. my hp in silent mode ma..
how would i noe..
then somemore realli suan. hp low batt...... =.=

realli feel bad.. she wait for mi to come home..
b4 she went to bed..
coz she noes i was feeling some stuff.. recently again =.=''
haiz...
wondering how to tell her..
i wanna to go to sch.. tomorrow lor...
i wanna to hear wat's up from the cc.
and wanna print out.. stuff..
and tomorrow shirts...
tat's all..

realli envious ppl who can just talk to their mum
n their mum will listen to them.
n do their favourite stuff together
wan to fully enjoy my stuff also can't...
coz will some how worry abt her..
sigh....
thigns she dun like... everytime i suan suan i like
i love outdoor she loves indoor
she expected us to like tat..
tat's y.. ah kor..worried abt no gf =.=''

mummy then say.. let fate.. decide
but sometime the fate is there..
and yet.. sometime ppl let it go .. like tat lor

mummy mummy,
i noe wat the hell u r thinking.......
but do u noe wat we thinking?
u onli noes we onli siao abt funs and stuff..
but do u ever .. listen to how we feel...
i dunoe how to ever..tell u how i feel..
when u never even wan to listen..

we already growing up le... can't hold till like this
somemore.. haiz.. i remember.. tat time she hospitatlise
at her confussed state... she confessed..
she fear one day.. losing us..
haiz... i noe everyone.. every mum will feel this way..
but always letting her..
also veri bad to myself right?
mummy i care.. but can u realli care abt my heart ma?
my passion.. my thoughts... my everythign
n my tears...

stress.. tired.. sick.. happy.. confused.. relax.. wth =.='

2005-05-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

veri stress.
then.. m tired.. =.='
actualli dunoe y stress.. coz mayb have my own other stuff to add on =.='
sick.. not enough rest ba...........
also due to the weather...
then sorri to sam..
run away to help friends.. sorri ger

then happy.. with ah boy..
watch 'House of wax' with him
the movie.. quite gd...
so gross till i can't stand it.. LOL.
u see the blood in the movie..
i think i 1st time.. can't stand it LOl
u see how they kanna cut =.='
i can onli say WOW.. and OMG.......
so digusting.. haha
kanna scare..
then can see mi scare scare ( 1st time lor )
sigh.....
at least.. get my mind out of many stuff
then ANDREW =.=' ya sms la =.='
the show almost end.. then ya sms pop in lol
dun give mi break :'( jk =P

then confused.. abt something.. someone....
=( wat am i thinking..
right now i dunoe wat i thinking
in confused state

then just now confess to 1,2 friends la..
haha.. still dunoe =.='
i think i need rest.... hahaha..
but........
i think i just go rest......

*signing off

long time. no great fun. haiz.. too bad jos wasn't around

2005-05-04T00:59:00.000+08:00

today..i would thankz.. some great new friends....... which i had made
over the camp eagle and the preparation of orintation =D
they made my day today ^^
they are:
Richard, ChunWei, Wei Ping, Gloria, Sandy, Mardina, Bobby & last or not least Pat ^^
too bad.. Sandy and Mardina.. leave early

the rest of us went to play pool ^^
=D
fun fun..
wow.. richard.. U BAD lor LOl..
1st time..play.. wow so pro LOl
then. mmm BoBBy my SENSEI ^^
sorri wor.. make u teach mi.
i realli too long tat i can't even hold things properly lOl
or aim striaght LOl
2 yrs.. seems so long wor lOl haha.. *the time i never play pool la

next time. must play play together wor..
then take cab home with chun wei and gloria...
=D 3 share is cheap ^^.. just $2 dollars each lol......

then Jo.. hope u feel better..
next time. hope u join us ^^

this sound as fun as the pals
but.. mm pals..all different sch.. sometime veri difficult..
i do miss all my pals friends...
wish everyone get gd result.. i off to bed =D

boring ~

2005-05-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

wow..
haha.. so many things
veri seldom stay in sch till so late
company some of them do their proposal though not my part..
company them lor ^^

getting veri sian n tired.. abt alot of thigns around
even the games i used to play =.=''
so boring..
where's the spark in life?
dun even have one Lol

got any ma?
lol..
intro?
have wat sia?
*sigh

1st project.. sux..
haha.
then haiz........
then. boi boi.. dunoe how to do with him..
the other i noe. but him =( dunoe wor
happy, sad, felt troubled... etc.. all the mixed feelings

and somebody helps mi..
y i start to feel some unwanted presence..
omg..................

sigh..
this holiday sure so busy.
bill went up.. things goes up..
*faint..... bank goes down =.=''

can't shopping.. veri sian haiz...
but did have some funs......
4 ppl. squeeze.. at the back of a small car...
went out.. to print..stuff.....
have some nice chatting with others..
got some nice friens ^^
keep disturb and suan some ppl LOl
right, jo?

lol... haha. after orientation.. we go out.. look for present. for someone ok?
hehee................
u noe who i mean lor........
and.... mmm result comign out in wed ^^
hope i did well LOL..
let's pray ^^

*stress lOl

2005-04-25T00:50:00.000+08:00

see everyone stress... feel bad LOl
but we also stress wat..
lOl....

we seperated to different dip lor
then i got into the pub division Lol
crack our brain juice
we onli 5 ppl in the team LOl
then we veri lonely hor (right drew? haha onli we noe lol.. but u got read here de ma LOL=P)

the orientation is going to b held on.. 18,19,20 of may...
anyone interested to help..can help..
further information will b given for tat...

cant wait for everythign to settle then trail run.. then.. finish the orientation..
then enjoy Lol.. abt 1 week left lol.. after everything haha

but still in the mean time.. everyone KANBATE!!!!
(i used up my juice dunoe wat i talking LOl)

camp eagle ^^ and crazy holidays with anime ^^

2005-04-21T18:13:00.000+08:00

so long never blog =P
busy watching anime,
start creating a new blog design.. a brand new... which should b ready at the new sem
then yesterday came back from camp eagle ^^
quite fun
if wan to read abt the camp u can start reading now....
if wan to read abt my old injuires and go somewhere.. when u see a long******
if wan to read abt the animes u can read quite below..
this entry going to b damn LONG LONG LOl

let abt the camp eagle 1st...
it started off... quite.. easy .. relax...
not the tyical training camp..
it starts at 12.30 pm on 18th of april
starting off with Sir kelvin to lead the games

1st game is the chicken evolution =D
from egg to chick, from chick to chicken, and lastly from chicken to human =.=''
it's a game of sissor, paper, stone haha
i was lucky.. in tat game.. i have all wins in straight row.
BUt LOl.. alot of ppl become human. more than the eggs, chicks n chickens
SO we got LOl to perform.. LOl..
then we do wrong.. got power on face.

then came the night time with extreme relay Lol..
we have 7 stations to go.. with 2 trial timing and one final
1st... 1person turn 10 rounds with a stick then hold a mars bar
run and feed the person in the 2nd station,
2nd, the peson eat as fast as possible,
in this section the bar starting off quite small but in the final it becomes bigger Lol..
then tap to the 3rd person holding.. 10 runners and hook them to the hole.
4th is the jumping over eggs and mouse traps
5th the blowing of the ball
6th came the lighting of the candles
7th is fixing up the mmm =.='' forget its name.. something long long de.. for the rifle de la Lol..
the 7th station is the last .. veri stress lOl..
the lightning.. there. is bad.. but one must ignore lor..
but i was stress coz my hand sweat alot lor =.=''

ya.. got a batch of nice ppl in my grp -- spiderman
with weixiong from BI as leader n gabiel from IT as asst leader ^^
both jokers Lol..
thankz to weixiong we got a cheeky dance to perform lol..
he so lame ask for so much hints from .. the seniors. haha..
this happen in the 2nd day..
a game.. which .. start at 9 am ++ and end at 6 pm..
running around in sch for clue and ans
our grp become last few.. though we complete quite alot station.. coz we keep ask for clues LOL
haha.. some stations.. the items had disappear de lor
LOl..
we have clues like ' I knew I love you, we last sang' == garden
a place.. i noe but i never went b4..
faster bring everyone there..
haha.. tat is the 1st task.. we look here and there LOl..
but thanks to sir kelvin.. tell us.. a hint.. OFC Lol..

then waste and add alot of time.. due to tat station in blk N
' 3 + 4 = 7, Y or N'
sigh.. waste 2 hours. then give up le.. mmm
haiz.. add time haha

mmmm
night time we choose.. andrew the superman and theresa to led the whole group of us..
we repeat the game coz to the 1st time.. we complete it.. but forgotten one of the instructions
lucky though nearly lack of resources we still manage to complete the game..
shower time start abt 1.30 am
then.. we walked all the way to the pool tat's the onli place where have shower facilities lor..

3rd day .. was much look like a training camp to mi la..
like the many ones mi and many friends been to and orangise...
but tat's the day.. my old injuiry came out painfully lor..
actualli i thought it might b my thigh feel the pain lor... coz run too much..
instead tat pain is ok.. due to my sec pe teachers...
my lower part bone of my right leg.. hurt alot.. till tears kind of nearly came off..
but i did take part with the major games..
coz must help out de la.. then i noe still can endure the pain la..
i opt out.. some parts la.. due to the pain la..

but thankz and sorri to everyone who worries abt my leg..
and to my spiderman team.. hehe.. thank for eating with mi..
when i request.. for u guys ^^
luv u guys to bits =P

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n i guess quite a few notice my leg now le.. due to yesterday..
i told them abt my injuiry..
and they sees the different my right leg and my left leg.

my major injuries happened in pri 4..
someone push mi down.. just to try to get 1st =.='
omg.. it's nafa test lor wat lao...
i retest also.. not counted =.=''
i was injuire HEAD to TOE and all right side..

nearly injurie my eyes..
the cuts were below my eyes...
it took 3 yrs to recover lor

then leg and hands seems fine but..
hands pain when i write too much lor.. dunoe y
that's y my handwriting. .can b quite untidy lor..
then i last time.. help my mum carry stuff..
alot of stuff.. many dun carry de..
now onli when i'm at home..
but sometime at home.. mum always either. try to carry herself. rather than i help lor..
unless.. realli alot lor..and realli no one.. then she bo pian ask mi =(
make her worry.. cause i have alot of injuires lor..
i always over push la
always time always do guys push up alot lOl..
then now opt to gers de la..
bth lor... =.='

leg... dun seems much till sec sch =.='
during my npcc training la.. mm already feel my right leg abit werid le la.. =.='
seems abit different
pe always run here and there ^^
i just love running la..
everytime i feel sick i go run de =D
comfirm take part in pe. then u see mi well again
(but now seldom.. no time at all)
then.. one time at pe.. realli pain then tell my pe teacher.. abt it..
mr jali.. told mi to b careful so did mr quek.
coz if tat part of the bones break i can't walk normal anymore lor
but thankz to my pe teacher la.. my thigh though is pain.. due to i seldom execise la..
but stil have do some squat so i dun feel much tight in my thigh..

then came one.. event .. then cross country lor..
tat event is my 1st time and last time trying it wor =.='
been giving my service.. from sec1 to 4 lor
onli sec 5.. then given chance to run..
so i run.. despite the pain.. and despite.. hearing form sri who asked mi stop. when she heard i feel veri pain le =X
so bad..
i finish the run with my face so pale.. and injuiry need to b tend lol
silly mi lor.. i wan to do well.. but glad i did la.. got into top 50 lor
with position 10++ or 20++ forget le la
and tat's the time i promise sri dun overpush myself so much as b4
make her worry for mi =(

so =( got ppl to worry haiz..
yesterday 1st time opt out of some parts feel so sad =(
but better than sabo ppl kanna punish right...
then mummy also ask mi b more careful le
i too many.. injuires .. otherwise u might see mi in adventage camp too..
i miss rock climbing *sigh.. haha
or see mi going back to unit..
=(

end of this.. lol..
dun ppl dun keep say my handwriting la. LOl..
not i wan.. lor tired la..
doctor says.. coz tat time i injuire i was still quite small lor..
then while growing up then some parts which i had injuired.. showed up lor..
so =.='' haiz...
so suan i think ..
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now talk abt anime
now now..
got so many new animes out
and many i read their comic b4 lor
and never read finish lor
it's so cool.. but comfirm anime and comic some how different la..
if interested can d/l

myhime / maihime (Already finish le)
ichigo 100 %(part 2 le)
tsubasa chronicle (part 2 le)
erementar gerad ( part 3 le)
mahou sensei ( part 14 le)

then if u have watch.. mmm full metal panic wor..
coming up part 2 wor.. =D
coool............................

then if u love clamp's work right..
comfirm stay tune to tsubasa chronicle
it's their one of their work.. following from card carptor sakura
the characters name also from there lol, like sakura and shaolan
and it's also magical de ^^

ichigo 100%..
dun mess it up with... BLEACH. not tat ichigo LOl..
it's abt .. a guy la. who suddenly so lucky with alot of gers ^^
seems like a ger comic or anime but guys are watching it too Lol..
watch then u noe y. but mayb the starting seems abit boring lor
and the main character not handsome la.
but the gers are kawaii ^^
so tune to tat too

erementar gerad
which has a kawaii ger too.. but she's not a human..
but so called fighting too.. which a special bloodline right ?? LOl
she's cute lol.. i remember i read this comic.. mm when kor in poly lor..
so now then anime lOl.. =D

same goes to mahou sensei ^^
read the comic halfway.. hahha..

n if deathnote came out hor.. i die le.. so many anime lor..
now book 5 right... if not wrong..or more than it..
but the release of the comic quite slow lor

k.. stop it
i need to rest.. tomorrow going back to sch for 1st meeting to do prosposal =.='''
continue to crap here. some other days..

minasan, enjoi goshujin kyuujitsu!!!! =D

see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, feel no evil.. blah blah

2005-04-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

one paper down ^^ happy.. though noe some of my mistake..
it's over le..
can't sob abt it..

quote for the DAY~~~~~~~~
see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, feel no evil.. blah blah
LOl..

let's talk abt it one by one
see no evil ~
ai yo.. today SAW WINSON!!!!! he's the evil LOL
LOL...................
no la.. coz it's damn evil la..
i last sem.. 1st met him was the 1st day of my exam..
today also 1st day of exam haha
so evil sia.. can see him onli today IN SCH =.=''
lOl.. hi evil winson =P
look kind of different lol.. coz he got gf le ma
lol.. must b damn happy.. Lol.. read his blog lor lol...
and his comic been in my hse for almost a sem =D

hear no evil~
i HEARD evil talks IN the library LOl......
and i noe who they r somemore LOL....

Speak no evil~
shall not speak out who they are.. or where they from (learn from lewis LOL)
and shall not speak wat shouldn't b speak =X

feel no evil~
erm.. one is the pain my old injuire give mi..
tat part of bone veri pain.. i think i have to check up sia..
but....
another.. is the devil in mi..
dear ms devil.. i wan to feel u..
pls dun lease my temper..
though i sometime.. lose temper.. but not the real temper =.=''
lease le.. then i go kamikaze...
coz.. can make tings become veri big big de wor o.o'''.....

smell no evil~
wow.. mentos smell de cigarette lor
eeeeeeeeee 1st smell.. i smell mentos fresh smell =.='
NEXT i smell. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
this kind of cigarette... glen..smoke =.='''
he say veri cooling =.='
ya.. mentos is cooling but in cigarette
*puke

still have wat evil......... =D
evil evil.. where r u LOl..
i just too sian.. lOl...
k k.. back to watching HIME ^^

rainy day~~~~

2005-04-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

haha..
i realli can't believe..
i actualli didn't fall asleep today LOl
sound silly..
but.. i was veri tired ^^
and manage to revise some ..

it was over.. alot of problems..
i'm glad ^^ coz now going exam
i dun wan to have some stuff in my head during exam..like in the past
onli SRI knows it =.=' but where's she.....
is she sound and safe =.=''
*sigh
pray hard for her wellness

those problems
not from current sch lor...in case someone mistaken...
all .. outside de lor
personal....
some even oversea de =.=''
and my ex bf la.. mm
he.. ai yo... hopefully back to aust =.='''
well well...
just dun be mistaken.....
haha.. coz not nice to b mistaken for wat u never did.. right???

some based on past true real experience...
and recent things.. which happened.. among moi friends....
sometime it happened even with game mates..
sound silly..
but game mates also can quarrel like mad
haha.. misunderstanding in the game..

speaking of game..
mmm today i reach home.
i think the 1st time i do is log in my game..
find my game mates ^^
miss them..
but veri sian.
sometime... ppl difficult to say wat they feel...
or they dunoe how to explain themselves
then.. we have to guess right?
guess wrong.. then die..
onli..few noes who i talking abt hor..
tat HIM lor.. LOL..
haha. sometime veri scare talk to him..
scare wrong frequency (this spelling???)
then can see cold war again..
haha
then veri jialat again HAHA....
speaking of it.. realli worry haha...

*p.s.. Brandon.. u and xiaoming better solve the problem lor =.='
ai yo.. all of us classmate from..sec sch
then u 2 same sch and class =.=''
still like tat =.=''
TALK La.. never even talk =.='''
i lazy to nag at u anymore... talk to her la =.=''
i kind of worri if u guys all gather at sri's event.. with those kind of looks...
mayb not u la.. mayb not xiaoming.. but u noe.. LOl..
some will la..
*sigh.. TRY tALK TO HER...
u still going to face her de lor
or the friendship burn le.. i also dunooe wat to help u le....
*******

then.. yesterday... JH,Freddy and Alwyn birthday
1st april == APRIL FOOL .. BELATED happy birthday ^^ to those 3
freddy never reply my sms .. is it coz now u noe xuan ling then forget mi =.='
then ya SI buddy .. dean msg mi =.=''' go out.. should ask u wat =.='''
bad bad.. veri bad of u guys...
bully mi since noe u guys. Lol..
tat's sec 3 till now
haha

then.. ah pin mia =.=''
then haha
nvm got something off his blog ^^

You are 73% Virgo

You are 67% Leo

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

You are 47% Cancer

You are 60% Gemini

How much do you match your zodiac sign?

haha.. enough le la.. virgo and leo will do..
know mi longer than u noe y LOL..
mmm.. and must b realli hehe someone with real great patient LOl..
like yuan, bro miko. and sis SRI.., etc
lol..long like.. 4,5 yr +++
those 3 above.. noe mi the most la. .. LOL..
can't hide things from them =.=''
not fun de LOL...

ya.. watch anime time !!
hehe. btw. HIME is a nice anime.. who ever interested go D/L AND WATCH BA ^^

^^ exam exam LOL

2005-04-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

BACK ^^ after so long
projects.. settle..
but will try to realli complete it after exam ba =P
but see got time or not =D

ya.. must thankz jes's friend's help and also.. ant's too...
also yating ^^ teach mi use my calculate LOl
i am plain lazy to look at it =P

ya.... also to. dunoe who's tat.. tell mi abt my mistake =D
not word skill, it's world skill ^^
ya.. heard from JO tat.. mm this sem.. those who got top few..
got chance to b select for the world skill..
so who ever wan to GO.. JIA YOU ^^

now now... why sudden alot of problem rise =.=''
or the problems are already there.. all the while...mayb.... wasn't tat big

wonder..... if tat's a test..
in life.. there's always alot of test..
for all to pass it.. or for one onli..
depends how u see the problems and how u solve
but.. sometime.. we might overlook each other's idea..
which leds a crack in friendship....
which was not necessary at all.......
unless ya're realli not a frien at all

there's so many kind of friends..
many of us just friends coz we in same poly, same class, etc
but no matter.. wat kind of friends u r..
it's always better to b honest....
rather be a hypocrite right?

asking yaself.. how many...
has been realli truthful..
mmm ai ya....
if u say u realli truthful u might b lying LOl
coz... u're not true to everyone right..
i also not ma =P

but let's say... simple question like..
have u done ya work?
have u done ya revision?
and how many of ya.. mmm say.. no means realli no..
well i noe.. some... realli mean it..
but..... there are minor.. who lies right.
say never.. yet did....
well.. why lie abt this?
unless u scare ppl win u
but y scare?
low confidence? low self esteem?
but being this.. might leds to lose of trust..

this kind la.. will leds to lose of trust la
other like... hiding ya personal problems won't de lor
i thought friends.. help each other.. especially classmate in terms of studies la
but u can't always expected help form others..
then when ppl ask u things u noe but act dunoo..
act of selfishes..
and cry if someting goes wrong =.='
problematic wor..

haha... must b true - fully la....
at least.. when one noe if u r.being true..no hard feeling
but if one finds out.. mmm it dun feel gd at all lor

so think abt it =D
but it's part of life right?
haha............... no use saying lor..
some ppl are selfish some are not...
tat's how the world goes around......

Ya.. EVERYONE gd luck for exam ^^...
and HAPPY april fool LOl

..

2005-03-13T02:38:00.000+08:00

i'm crying now, badly~~

Know wat is love before u say "I Love U" and congrats to friends.. who kanna selected for the word skill com

2005-03-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

congrat to friends who's selected for the word skill competition ^^
though u guys going through a tough selection i think..
coz the competition.. is u got onli 3 days to complete the stuff..
mmm.. ah kor tell mi de....
he's one of those who kanna selected..but.. got kick out.. at the last few rounds..
b4 the... actual competition
haha.. he was too tired... veri stress

well.. even pro also kanna kick off lor..
ah kor got one frien realli pro in everything also kanna kick off..
it's for u guys to find out.. ^^
mi noob ^^
BUT WISH u guys all the best...
it's worth a try.. and gain new experience ^^
and it's a competition which held every 2 yrs...
hehe.. try ya best ba ^^

talk abt something else ba
actualli.. this one.. read long time ago...
i bo liao put put lor... haha..actualli got reasons de la..
lol.. coz many so many of my friends have gf le wor =.='
realli alot wor.. haha..

example la.. recently....
my gd frien put plane on mi.. coz of his gf =.='' not realli his gf.. partly la
we agree some time ago.. he even dare to forget the dates... he choose and let mi agree with it =.='
1st time.. he like this to mi lor.. sad...
does he realli love his gf...
i wonder.. coz.. alot of my guy friends like tat
(tat refers to something else )
pls kindly treat mi with respect.. lor.. i'm not a replacement for ya gf for sure...
though mayb last time we suppose to b together.
but u throw away tat chance yaself..
i always give chance =.=' tat's so silly of mi..last time...

do i noe wat's love????.. i dun think so

do realli ppl noe wat's love...

now.. mayb i noe.. mayb not
i'm not sure
i think i might have fallen for someone..
but not telling .. actualli told le..
but... =( haha.. coz..mayb .. too soon...
but i realli feel the pain..when he's down..and stuff...
*sigh.........
study comes 1st...
i'm avoiding.. like wat wayne.. said..
ya.. wayne.. hope u enjoy ya trip in taiwan today..

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For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!!

It's something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's/he's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it?s LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of?
- It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

=================================================

Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong?
Then it's LOVE.

Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him?
Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is?
Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret??
Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death??
Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?

Why is it all we search for in life?

This pain, this agony?

Why is it all we long for?

This torture, this powerful death of self?

Why?

The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.

It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

Pass this to all your friends so they don't make the same mistake with their LOVE LIVES!!

I like the dreams of the future better than the history of the past... Love hurts our feeling, but it's also the reason our soul heal..

But one day when u truly fall in love..remember to let the 'someone' know..to suffer a moment of embarassment is better than letting your happiness fly away forever...

HAPPy but then =(

2005-03-09T00:01:00.000+08:00

so many bad things happened
BUt today veri happy in sch..
haha..

today keep disturb dickson..
ahha.. then jap class is veri fun.
Sing songs ^^
CK they all veri lame ^^
so BAD and noti LOL...
enjoy crapping with them

then learn new stuff from justin ^^
weee.. then never slack at ASP lecture...
Scan shawn's card.. LOL...
but shawn's sick today... ithink..
call him.. then realise he's at the clinic..hope he's fine..

jap got..ICA part 40% got D+...
nvm la... coz.. i never concentrade lor..
haiz..
SO MUST JIA YOU...

mmm.. then talk to friends..
abt stuff..
noe stuff... and also comfirm.. wat i noe...
mmm then everyone cheering mi up
i was in fire..
then dad give mi water melon =.='
mmm thankz dad anyway..
*Sigh.. jes.. not feeling well.. ger.. hope u recover soon ok?
mmm.. i go.. mm rest then.. MM.. revise com skill

stresstiredfaintomg

2005-03-02T22:33:00.000+08:00

lol.......
so stress
so tired
wan to faint
shout omg

wow.......
i think i live so long.. never been so stress.
i dun get exam stress... b4...
haha.. if my result poor is always due to my mood..
but this time....
stress so much of the so many projects..
just wanna do well ba
or am i.. avoiding something..
i ask myself..
haha.. sometime.. seriously..if i wan to cover up..my unhappiness
i would do tat..
when i do tat i might even noe lOl

kk...
this week..
wow..
i been always out i realise....
haha...
meet... heston... ber..sky... mmm..eddy..
did i meet ah boi.. LOL.. i dun remember
alot of food..especially my favourite food become tastless..

went shopping today at orchard.. just buy a nice.. hand made earring..
mmm wan to buy a nice dress.. but it's free size.........ANd too big....
actualli 40++ then offer.. 20+ .. 40 % discount.
sigh.. thought can wear tat.. to sri's function lor
then go this fashion =.=' dun seems...much.. lor
haha.. take my time to look for the right dress ba

i think i fat le...
dunoe lor
i been 1 yr blah never train le lor.
haha...
time to train again......faster my dear skin.. recover.......
iwanna go swimming.. i realli miss the feeling of swimming......
but i keep sleep so little how to recover

then went back to OG orchard
they not closing down la
haha..then.. chat with those nice aunties ^^
miss them alot.... hehe...

buy pimple cream for korkor..
noti noti.. never take care..
haha... always need mi to teach him de =.='

then thankz eddy.. company mi to library
got the boook i wan..
i veri seldom show i'm stress to anyone.. haha
but i showed to u haha..
dun worry la...
after.. projects and.. exams..
i wanna to OGL camp to relax lol
camp to mi .. just relax..
dun care leadership or not
actualli no such things as leadership camp de la....
u can't train a leader through tat.. and sometime it's bias..
haha...
but many.. still dunoe.. haha
tat's too bad...
ok.. time to learn networking.. i haven learn lol...
tata
*gonez

omg realli a bad week haha

2005-02-20T09:36:00.000+08:00

* a gal weeping on the train,
alone...
people looking at her...
but she still....
weeping softly as she thinks...
how things have changed...
how life have changed...
how people lies...
how one hurts...
so sad...
so many things changed...
so difficult to accept...
so difficult to get over...
without any sleepless night...
try...
love tat ger...
take care of ger...
show concern to her...
let her feel she's not alone...
make her happy...
a ger looks beautiful with a smile...
remember to tell her that...
dun ever make a ger cry for ya...
u're be sinned...
and no one's gonna pray for u...
remember...
watch wat u say or do...
but if u dun have a special touch for her..
dun make her fall...
if she fall.. catch her...
otherwise...
in the end ya're the one who hurts her...
cause her to grief...
she won't forgive u *

actualli wat am i writing
lol
some ppl things i suppose..
haha......... i long time never so bo liao...
sec sch always like things like tat...
then let sri amend ba...
sound abit weird...
ahha...
yesterday... i thought of a nicer one
but... mmm bad mood.. forget le lol...

mmm oh boi
this week bad week haha..
even vin ask mi guai guai stay home...
i never listen lol...
then see la..... haha
so many stuff...

oh dear...
i onli slept 2 hours...
managed to slept onli 2...

haha...
everyone seems to b lying to me
and everything shows on the same day...
so u think is it a gd thing or bad thing
quite cruel la..
haha...
enough of nonsense....

btw.. kevin where ya sia....
thankz....david.... company mi chat chat till 5 plus today...
thankz... ah boi... keep company mi...
also thankz vin... still always b there for mi.. though i'm not his ger...
and... help mi settle.. yt's laptop...
^^

crying seasons...

2005-02-15T00:03:00.000+08:00

*sigh..
wat have i done today......
haiz...
hate my self..
SIgh
wat a bad valentime today
last yr.. also.. this yr also *sigh
thought will b happy this yr but not.......
*sigh

my sis...getting marry next mth..to a guy who she noes for a month onli ..
oh dear..
haiz.. yesterday hold on my tears.. cause if i cry i noe she will cry with mi
i wan her to leave happily..
so holding on my tears *sigh..........
like wat someone told mi .. life is so fragil..

glad to see dewi.. sending sri off..
she also.. sri de best frien..
btw there another rumour saying one of my sec sch classmate getting married wor..
wow love in the air.. so gd for them
wish them everlasting love..

shocking.. of sri.. getting married..
wow.. dewi with bf.... 4 yrs le
william and xiao mi getting 6th yr this april..
omg..
all so loving...

today..
*sigh..thought can give him..something i wan to give him
but can't.. si ben la.. keep talking to him
onli talk to him for a while
dunoe y i lose my temper..
quite long never lose my temper like tat
walk away..even tian cant stop mi
haiz.....
all noe i wan to talk to him.. still.. keep ask mi talk to him
but keep talking to him =.='
Still talking abt games...........
games games games........
wtf is games.....

games.. onli lor.. does games more important than mi =.='
dunoe..
feel so ashame.
this is my 1st time and the last time.. Telling someone i like him......
no more..
no more..
no more....
who can lend mi their shoulder..
i still feel like crying..
finally everyone........ sleeping.. but i still can't fully cry

mayb today should go on single date..... with someone else
instead of him
he said i should b happy today seeing him..
ya i did.. but sadness overwhelm it....
wtf is tat...

so wat should i do....
be like.. last yr..???
do my own stuff.. do and do and do..
and Fall sick......
to cover up my feelings..
wondering when i got the courage to show de..
but broken down le wor.......

haiz......................................................

my blog......
HAIZ................................
i miss him badly wor.............
y do he have to bring his frien along.. so he need to entertain him....
haiz......

HAIZ.......................................................................................................................

anyway.. thankz yati for her sweet card.. thankz......
and sweet gifts from friends..
hope.. everyone fine and gd luck with stuff i dun have..
i just give up la..
haha.. wtf y i feel so weird..
can somebody tell mi pls.......................

LOST AND FOUND............ SHOCKING NEWS

2005-02-11T23:31:00.000+08:00

OMG I STILL IN A SHOCK..................................
MY BEST FRIEND CUM SIS. >> GETTING MARRY =.='
OMG OMG OMG!!
zzzzzzz
haiz... she's going to indonesia
haiz.........................
gonna miss her.. send her off on sun
DUNOE WAT TO GET FOR HER..
still veri messy
haiz.......................................................................................................................

ya.. btw i made my choice.. mi not jumping course.. i going my long ways ^^..
after get dip in IT.. i go brush up my design skill and drawing lor

then i getting mORe forgetfull
i lost my keys at HOME!!!
hahaha
then found it ^^
siao chao bo.. HAHA..........

enough of my shit..............
i stop here.......

++++ BLACKOUT ++++ LOL~

2005-02-07T20:18:00.000+08:00

got black out last night lOL..
i was so engross into the game lO
wat lao..LOL.....
force to get away from my com lol

OMG.. haha.. again.. so many days never blog agian... too buzi ... free also kanna taken by ppl lo
hahha........ finish amend 2 BLOg lol
all made so lame de mistakes so many missing de coding lOL

haha... veri tired....
haha....... sick...... haha...
fever.. but dun feel it.. until my friend notice it lol
kanna scolded by my frien
haha.. actually plan to go to sp open hse.......
but forget LOL
and sick lor
hahah.............
ya.. sky de design haha.. i haven do.. mine also..
drawing also..
LOL........ so many....... then ....

dun talk abt this.
talk abt him ^^
he bullies mi LOL
veri bad wor
haha.. miss him alot alot ^^
lol.. not saying who he is ^^ lol
gonna eat dinner la
tata~

... so long never blog

2005-01-29T21:47:00.000+08:00

lol
this 1 week lazy to blog
^^ busy la with alot of stuff..
celebration... mmm and other stuff

highlight is last week.. haha..chunwei de birthday
finally he 18 le
ahhaa but we going 19 LOL
most of us la
LOL
...
then.. let see wat i do
... dunoe LO LOL
alot of things
go dating =.=''
confess abt something ^^
haha.......

but also got..
comfirm some truths *sigh......
can't helped abt it sigh...

mmm lost my earring =.='
haha..silly mi
i dunoe y i getting so blur
too little oxgyen in my brain ma
HAHA

then got stun.. forget alot of things =.='
at 1st i lost and found cd
AND>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.<<<<<<<<<<<<<<>
OMG!!
HAHAHA
SIAN
ONE IS ELT THE WAT LAO COLLECTION SOMEMORE LOR
=.='
THEN MY BIRTHDAY DE CD GONE!!!
KORKOR BUY FOR MI DE =.='
SO WEIRD HOW COME GONE =.=
I WAN TO CRY LE LA

^ ________ ^

2005-01-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

LOL...
this few days ok la
busy with open hse
1st day sian sian
2nd day fun....
lol.. know even more friends

though got a few things happen in between..
makes mi wonder

actualli i hate to think some things related to 'FRIENDS' carefully
mmm make u wonder.. is ya presence there.. a gd thing or a bad thing
well so far........ mmm
mayb i wasn't realli myself in class ba
other friends i am more like my self
i dunoe y.
once i dun like abt something i won't show my real self
mayb i'm a virgo ba
see faults lol. then mm actualli can realli say ppl de lor
but i stop myself mmm
sometime..... some things have to say..
if some will spoil whole relationship
never say also jialat
so been thinking

mmm not 1st time le........
mayb i wasn't gd around with ppl
but all my friends say i'm gd =.='
comfort or real
mayb or interest.. value.. and other factors that affect...
actualli i always ask for things to b prefect........
tat's y i never be a leader de
i noe myself too well le
not demanding but.. wan gd result
tat's y always push away the position......
then somehow.. ppl saying u did not realli contribute much
realli piss off lor.......
ya mayb i didn't ba..........
but i did contribute lor
well everyone contribute some ways lor..
some ppl think they contribute.. cause mending.. or type out
actualli mmm.. important task.. but if not ppl make the so called draft
then those postion can do anythign ma
every thing is related de lor..
so canot like tat say ppl lor
but.. well. i realise alot ppl never realli to think abt the task.. the position lor
mmm
i think too much le.. haha.. my ex always say mi this..
ya.. it's kz who always say abt mi..
he say i think abt ppl de feeling.. but doesn't mean ppl think abt mine.
hiaz....
i got bad habit.. things suppose to show i never lor..
mmm
duntalk abt things

talk abt today
today went out with jia yang... my didi who i noe in RO lor
haha.. the one who train with mi.. teach mi how to play RO de
haha.. shy shy boi.. haha.. gd bf lor
with his gf going 3 yrs le
he company mi go simlim buy stuff lor
haha
at bugis see jialing lor.. so long never see her..
mmm i told him comfirm will see otherppl le..
then at bugis street see.. erm.. wat's his name ha
haha tat guy who i often buy things from him in orchard la
the so called 'sister' lol
actualli veri cute looking.. haha.. but always say he's a gay

then walking toward orchard see christ lor
say hihi.. then byebye =P
mmm ya.. the last person ah.. is wei yang.. saw him at taka...
actualli is wei yang and ting wei.. never notice ting wei.. until he hi to mi
haha they going out to eat.. during their break
still working hard to earn money lol

crap alot with didi lor
haha happy.. and tired lor.. haha
spend all the money lOL
expected le
ooo just now korkor told mi his frien saw mi today
is it..
ahha so many korkor lor.. can't remember all
but hope he's fine lor..
=D LET"S PLAY GAME.. i haven play anything wor LOL..
AND WHERE IS MY CLAW>. < MY DIDI HAVEN GIVE MI !!!!

nice? or bad? so many decisions to make sia *faint

2005-01-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

OMG.. i can;t believe lor
lol.. actualli just now i cant believe wat i heard from my family...
i told them abt the new course.. they actualli support mi =.=
thought they dun wan mi to go design tat time... lol
although this got some la =D
weee.. so shocking lor...
kor.. say once u made the decision dun regret..
lol.. i still can change my mind..
cause tat paper i put ' Interested, pls tell mi abt it '
i noe tat's wat i always wan to do.. but..
still to think veri carefully.. so i made tat choice
hope they will tell mi even more.. cause now i noe wat kind of questions i wan to ask
but if they never msg mi or wat.. nvm lor..
i still got the other plans wat.. then i will pursude my design dream =D
DICKSOn JIA YOU in ya programming wor =D
if can i company u LOl

ok.. morning...turn out bad.. wake up early go meet yating they all but I LATE =.=
si bus...
then some idiot msg mi something..
i was kind of bad mood ba.......
mmm till i fall sleep in lecture .. having bad dream lor
=.='' haiz sickering lor
leave mi out of relationship ppl.. for now
i'm scare of it
yating threaten dun let mi copy the notes if i fall asleep in lecture
>.<>

i think i let go alot of stuff le.. i think la..
lol
so many hor..
today skip night lecture.. go look for david
1 yr never see him le...
though he lives quite near lor..
ahhaa.. he in ns ma..then i busy with my stuff ..
miss him alot
hahaa... *secret*
remember how i 1st noe him is so happening lol.
ah cong de soccer friend
then we often meet and have lunch together
tat was in my sec sch.. while david in sp..
poor him quit sch due to family problems...
so see him suffer in ns.. haiz..
but time was so short.. then he had to go to his grandma's hse..
she call him to go there eat dinner
nvm lor.. then bid him gd bye.. then take the route which i never took for a yr

WOW it's beautiful lol..
no la..
if there is any star on the sky i would saytat...
his hse located near my sec sch..
taking a slow walk... and one of the long path =D
so many memories flew in.. i miss everyone..
realli alot
i stare outside sec sch.. haha i normally pass it.. i will look at it
but tonight i look at it even closely lol
i remember the light in level 1 and 2 toliet is always on..
at camp.. juniors' night duty they ask mi company them
haha so scare of the level 4 AHAH..

ya.. this yr their camp must make sure can go..
last yri disappointed them cause chicken pox ma

think i gonna kick my ass to my jap and programing =D
hope to see yating de blog soon

=D

2005-01-16T13:51:00.000+08:00

i getting lazy to blog LOL...

wanna change my layout le.. no time to design.. i still got 2 more weeks to design for sky..
a promise is a promise lOl..
but.. ahhaa.. dun even have time for myself

been helping the blood donation drive.. actualli enjoying myself
ahhaha.. i mean.. knowing even more friends..
someone like.. kenny.. miao ling..
then noe ppl better like wei ling.. blah blah lol.
alot dunoe name.. but can craps alot =D

shocking to see ppl coming.. lol. actualli still wondering hard got ppl coming de ma ... hahha
during my duty.. saw jimmy and vincent.. and also liting
liting.. somemore..is the 1st one.. on my 1st duty =D
nt bad sia..

mmm.. wat i did.. mmm
ya.. also help SEG and mmm SDM ??
miss sharon is nice ^^
kind of like her...

then nicholas haha.. we 2.. dunoe wat happening hor..
haha
like talking to him alot.. haha..
saying wan to leave game..play rose .. he so sad
haha guess.. i have to spilt into 2 lor lol

ya.. tO my Dear DIDI jia yang
jie wei ni Da Qi!!!
study hard hard in ya ITE
i believe u can do it de wor
come poly wor..ok ^^
hehe.. we promise each other work hard =D
miss playing games with didi sia..
*muack.. *pat pat..
my game mate..hahhaa..

gonna do my jap assignment.. and other stuff. =D
hehee... i think i noe wat's my new design LOL..
so should b changing by end of this week

AND VALENTIME wat u guys doing.. i MEAn all those single la..
LOL.. let's ALL go have FUN =D tata~~~

lol

2005-01-10T14:09:00.000+08:00

LAME week
i keep forget to blog
dun scold mi LOL

this whole week... actualli is bad
BUT i will say.. mmm NOT bAD lor
haha
especially.. LAMERS NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL.. on wed..
watching MEET the Fockers!!!!!!
LOL..
suppose to watch at 4.15

BUT>.< kevin la.. make us do things
KNS..
LOL...
tat night was crazy
everyone Love the show =D heheh meaning i choose the right show
gottake neoprints
BUT LOL.. so small.. LOL
9 PPL take wor
some never take neoprint b4
=D LAUGH like mad

got one part of the neoprints.. was those cute stuff aHAHAHAH
u should see those face =.='
but i dun have HAHAHAHHAHAHA

but next day bad day.. till dunoe lor
HAHAHA
nicholes aka Xtype keep cheering mi up
thankz dear .. hhahahha
and also to sky dear
mmm 2 sky LOL

MMM luv you guys.. =D
ya.. SKy.. ya design I HAVEN do a single thing=P dun kill mi LOL...
and I keep forget to CHANGe my story.. DUN KILL mi ok.. yupster
enjoy ya stay back to NUS =D heheh today u start sch le =P

then everyone
cya around =D *muackzzzzzz

the last 3 dAYS of 2004

2004-12-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

wooray!!!
2004 gonna end..
but actualli feeel nth
inside.. heartless lol'

but hope 2005 will b a Better yr for everyone.. and mi =D

like a sms send by winson baby =P
'Sunday went 2 Monday 2 see Tuesday n Ask Wednesday
whether Thursday has told Friday tat Saturday is a new yr'
sound nice LOl..
thankz for this cute sms hahaha
then after win send mi.. my seniors =.=' send mi this hahahha

well well well... wat i had done for the last 3 days...
BEING lame AND Crapped too much

Wednesday spend time at TP... crapping with ah pin.. wei yang also pcy...
>.< the =".="" bf =".="'">.<
i'm heartless ger remember... hahaha
night time crapping at that kpoi place.. opp sec sch
haha.. damn lame and cold jokes la..
i think i saw win.. mm around evening hor.. hahaha
not sure.. mmmm =X
he's with his friens ma.. happen to see his eyes
look dull... and sad..
hope he's fine

today eaten lunch with.. alwyn and weixiong ^^
then help to fold those papers haha
for the booth this coming week.. of the blood donation drive..
=D
mi on duty on 11 to 14
who wans to donate BLood pls come come...
sian.. i can't donate... keep falling abit sick
*sigh............. wan to help coz i'm AB blood =(
next time ba

n i'm single for a yr le.. y everyone shock
i just wan to single le...... after... mmm..
hopes my friends who's now oversea helping... will b fine...
pray for them and those poor ppl

ho ho ho merry christmas

2004-12-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

OMG... 1 week never blog.. lol..
kanna scolding le..

anyway ppl .. pls go to this link http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v469/xiaohuihui/merrychristmas.gif

well actualli not so plain la.. cause i ermm.. bad mood destroy some of my drawing >.<

=D i made de lol

thankz those for ya greetings.. ya cards and ya cute and nice presents ^^

love u all ^^

long ah.. ya present damn cute ah.. 4 little piggie.. which mi , u, eve, and ling LOL

just nice...

hehehe have to organise.. kbox.. party with u all next time =P

can't wait wait

hope those like the presents i choose LOL

so let mi summaries (spell right?) this starting 1st week

sch's ok la.. haha... alot of things to learn lor..

have a new grp to do the sem project ^^

hope can make it =P

but math lecturer sux lol..

hahah still i can't sleep in lectures =.=

the BEt .. lol

mmmm jap.. stress?? till today haven revise LOl

hope it will b still fun...

the java class... looking forward to it =P

mmm my RO cannot play le.. the BLOODy IDIOT.. HACKER>.<

HACK THE SERVER AND weBSITE WAT LAO

CB LOR

suppose to GET marry NEXT week de wat lao

knn!!! tat time.. make kun they all in jail le.. then become like tat

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz alot of the level 99 in jail

then kns.. ms also got hackers...

pls la.. wan to play games.. play la..

dun spoil it hor

creatures can fly =.=

lame la

alot of friends are hackers also not like tat la

haha.. =X ahaha some other things canot say out lol

mmm next week.. new yr le.. wow so fast..

new yr resolution = DUN FALL FOR SOMEONE

hurts alot and still pain =(

then gonna realli busy with my 2 cca le ^^

nyppals ^^ haha.. ya some of the pic

black black type de

blur blur la.. taken by hp de ma LOL .. u guys rox my world =D

LOL.. LAME.. not SIAN LOL

2004-12-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

ok la............
yesterday went to purchase some notes.......
hahaha....... the tidus is a gd guy ^^
company mi..... to sch..hahah
say scare i kanna rape =.=
oMG!!
he went to sch purchase 1 booklet =.='
HAHA...
so lame.. haha
somemore tat notes..so lame ahhaa

then i went to get my notes......
haha......... so many not ready =.=
mmm then heed down to J8 lor
^^ got somethign for mi and kor ^^
haha.. poor tidus.. hahaa
see mi choose this and tat ^^
but he still enjoy hahaha
so nice of him company mi ^^

well today mmm
went down to orchard.. mm
meet shawn didi.. and the rest.. ( all games mates la)
=.=' OMG.........
keep match make mi de lor
KNS lor..
i 'lose' my temper la
not realli lose la..
just show them attidue ^^
haha was treated as a princess wor

watch the movie ' LOve So Divine"
LOL. veri cute, funny, sweet.. korean movie ^^
a guy who's gonna b a priest..
hahah then fall in love with a ger =X
haha dun wan to say out the story ahhaa
go WATch la
worth watching lor
hahahahhahahahhahahahhahah

take neoprints.... KNS lor
hahaha
the pic ok la
but veri small.. scan le.. enlarge also.. mmm ..
using photo shop mm onli one pic can realli enlarge and b clear la
the rest HAHA
canot lor hahha

here's the pic:

with lun ah.. with lala.. with shawn didi and shi pei.. shawn didi de gf lor

WEEEEEEEEEEE NYPPALS RULES ^^

2004-12-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

^^
today went to nyp pals.. 5th forum
^^ starting SO boring sia..
mi and jos managed to get into same grp ^^

the we had a cute game.. mmm
t-rex.. and hunter.. LOl
something like police and theif lor
the TRIAl run WAT LAO
mi and jos are t-rex!!!
lol.. somemore we sit bside each other sia
haha everyone shocked like hell
we too also stunned !!

then hahha.. one leader keep bully mi...
cause i remember which t-rex turn to 'KILL' ppl
hahah then keep purposly ask mi
then keep ask mi am i the t-rex =.=
then another.. LOL.. SO oBVIOUS
somemore 2 times he draw lots and get t-rex

ok.... after this..
we tour tour.. the sch.. noe veri blk well lol
for open hse ma...
then.. mmm abt 4.. got basket ball ^^

hahaha
play like mad sia
lol..
so fun
haha win 1st match
but lost 2nd
then cheer and cheer ^^
lol
though my eyes now stillpain pain la =P
haha but i think should b ok la..
hahaha

ai ya like here say not fun.. come down and enjoy more fun
gonna help in the upcoming openhse ^^
hahaha....... 19,20, 22 of jan

hahah
got alot of new friends... also see sohappening see shu ling ^^
hahaha..............
gonna to have alot of fun in pals..
miss u all guys *muack

zzzz =( sobsob

2004-12-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

haiz....
today... mmm wan to go out.. but broke lOl.......
somemore today dad come home
miss yesterday lol
miss them.. the gers...

actualli we all shopping we keep look at guys' clothes..
it's SO nice lor....
haha
wan to buy something to make over my kor ma
lol... haha
he lazy to dress up de...
but next time ba..
haha...
but although guys' de clothes .. standard price wor.. but mmm the design simple and nice wat
u see ah.. ger de long sleve hor.. mmm so many pattern de
many of us dun wan tat.. veri sian de lor
then their size so big lol
arbo we wan to buy too

ai yo then ling,long,eve all tease mi abt it lol
saying got bf.. comfirm veri gd to him haha
well.. got bf then say ba...
but quite sad..
i didn't hide anything from them
cause tat time working..we talk abt everything lor
but dun wan to spoil de mood ma

so today.. been kind of moody..
also due to my pay..
dad came home..i was thinking hard should i ask him company mi go down get pay
mmm then i still thinking hard..
dad ask mi for tat company de number.. and call le
kim ans it.. saying kathy not in =.='

if have to go through man power to get =.=' i will faint LO..
but even if i get.. i think i will file one.. also
wan this company to have a bad name..
haiz..sickering...
but it's quite a sum lor.. arbo if i realli sian just let it go..
ai yo who ask mi so blur.. forget to contact.. wayne la..
he's the one who got lobang de =.='
zzzzzzzzzz

ya.. hopefully.. sky reach safety le wor..
we chat for a while on phone last night lol
over sea call mmm
i thought he's zhi wei lol
sound like him...
he dun sound like indonesian but.. like malaysian
ya hor.. he never tell mi when come back =.=' OMG
no need to play game together

oh boy.. right now.. my heart veri confused..
my brain.. dun seems to think abt gd things.....
mmm didi also at malaysia..
haiz.. no one company mi le.. =(
i miss ...
but..
mmmm

haiz.. hope tomorrow ok la... settle it off.. i wan to buy some stuff la tat's all
veri bad begging for money lol
i wan to go out on sun.. mmm..
get some comics from my friends..
i dun wan to go out with problems LOad inside my head...
well........ faster new sem.. in sch.
i just wan to start afresh..
everything...

weeeeee =D =(

2004-12-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

lol
today EVERYONE LATE lol
hahhaa... guess who's the latest?
EVE lol
then we tease her abt it.. nearly make her treat us
lol but we not tat bad la
all pay la lol

we eat sushi ^^
Watlao till now still FULL wor
lol.... OMG lol
we use the new system =.='
OMG
lol.. i press dunoe which dish hehe 5 =.='
then suddenly POP out so MANY OMG
b4 it pop out.. =.='
we ORDER someother.. through the waiters =.='
OMG... some order never came after all ^^
lol.... hahaha...........
eat like mad lOL

then go walk walk... lol
BUY some clothes =.=' exp =.=
OMG.. lol.. use wrong money somemore hehe
lucky got friends willing to give mi some money lol
a.. mend for sem de books de la lOl
=D hahah over spend i think LOL
1st time wor..
i love the new tops and skirt ^^
haha BUT HEARTBROKEN =.= LOL
money flew.. lucky i got the bad habit to leave my ATM card at home lol
otherwise i SHOp until the last penny ^^
haha

we took some pictures la.. HAVING alot of difficuties wor LOL
those ppl so many so lousy de LOL...
somemore they themselves using digital camera and the pics =.=
SUx lol...
haha mayb not use to different one la
lol.. but also the skill won't until like tat wor..
haha i give them presents.. long also give presents
eve and ling.. owe lOl..
so cute sia..
hahaha.......
never take neoprint.. tooo tired le la
lol..
they say next outing.. K box =.=
BUT have to wait for next sem de holiday wor LOL..
jialat sia lOl..
time for my Game...
lol. my frien goin back to indonesia.. must company him ^^
tata *gone

=D weee

2004-12-08T23:37:00.000+08:00

^^ not realli done with this new layout..
nice or not lol.
wan to b something different than others la..
haha =D
the pictures not up yet ^^ hehehe
teh color might b changed

today warp up some of the presents lol
i realise those without boxes.. are poor thign.. i dunoe how i warp sia
lol..then cut my finger lol
cause i watch anime and.. warp ma..

tomorrw.. goin out with my gers ^^
mm dunoe should we go eat sushi ma ^^
haha BRoke le..

mmm
i haven got my pay.. so i need to beg for money lol
so got Free money for mi to use ma LOl =D
haha cause i use alot on the story books =D lol
jialat le wor
hahhaha

ya..maple story is cute la..
but =.=' JUmp those stuff i hate it LOL
i have to balance my time of playing lol
my ro level 94 le lol
but darren say he got 99 help mi play lor =D
weeeeeeeeee
hahaha

then again.. SO many ppl fall for the pic
thinking tat kor is my bf LOl..
omg =D haha.. ithink nowadays alot of ppl not close to own siblings ba
especially guy and the ger lol
well we got common interest ma
young we learn swimming together de ma..
sometime do drawings together ma..
catch anime together de ma =D
haha of course close la =D

ok time for games..arbo friends gonna kill mi agian =D

cool long weekend

2004-12-05T23:13:00.000+08:00

yo starting off today with a pic
GUESS WHO IS THIS with mi ?
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> my BF? No way!!!
>>my KORKOR la.. real Blood korkor.. this pic taken.. on fri.. His pop ma =D
wow...........
dunoe y so many ppl always think he's my bf LOl
haha.. can fake ppl sia lol

tekong not bad la.. nice environment ONLI lol..
training =.=' ehhe i dunoe
hahha

wow look at them LOl.. so happy.. haha..flying caps wor
finally pop le ma lol
guys ah all like kids wor.. haha
haha.. always like tat de la.. lol
everyong got a child inside
feel so happy to see all like tat lOL.

wow.... kor's company wow.. near the sea side ^^
damn beautiful wor.. hehe

then happen to see my npcc senior in my kor's company
then.. one of my kor's friends happen to b my poly senior wor
haha.. talk alot wor.. ^^

wow.. friday night..dunoe y so many ppl msg mi in irc..
well just log in for fun lor.. so long never log in ma
at the same time log into my ex classmate de #sad
happen to noe.. a guy.. who's my kor's officer de cousin=.='
OMG world so small...

then y.. edison korkor so long never call mi pop out a gf =.='
omg.. another one..lol.. gd lor
haha
then he intro his frien eddy to mi =.='
who looks cute la.. but but...
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haha.. sat was damn boring.. cause server down my.. oxi IS ALWAYS AWAY ON WEEKENDS =.=' lol..
no games lor..
so went on rearrange and give my blog a new look..
haven done finish yet..gonna le la

well today.. go shopping with KOR
go to orchard lor
BROKE le la
lol spend ON BOOKS =.=' lol
i dunoe y mi and kor so crazy abt fantasy books
hahah bought one book.. which is about the characters in the comic 'shamen king'
then a thick big book 'The Sword of Shannara Trilogy' by Terry Brooks
^^ actualli wan to get whole series of some books. but calculate wow =.= few hundred sia wor.. Lol... save money 1st then buy it ba ^^
mummy gonna kill mi and korkor wor ^^

haha.. walk here and there.. get some cds... mm kor got the ffx-2 soundtrack
i got da pump de remix ^^ wee wee
hehe.. then we GO arcade PLAY game =.=
lol.. haha.. i think 1st time go arcade with kor hor
haha.. young.. i never go with him
haha.. he also lol.. he normally play at friends' hse
and mi .. in.. arcade lol... with my squadmates.. and my juniors ^^
have quite alot of fun..
b4 we head home around evening time

and here i am.. bo liao blogging here lol =D night ppl.. *sweet dreams

............::::::::::If You're Not The One::::::::::..........

2004-12-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

............::::::::::If You're Not The One::::::::::............

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true

We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

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** this song is damn nice..if.. u wan the mp3.. ask from mi i got ^^ a great song!!

SINGAPORE IDOLS -- TAUFIX ROCKS man.. psst he's cute too

2004-12-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

wow I can't BELIEV mi WATCHING IT
=.=' lol.. tat time when the show 1st STARTED i heck care it
lol.. onli RECENTLY i got watch ONLI LOL

well actualli tat time got david i got watch la.. hehe... find david cute dunoe y
haha then he out.. i *faint LOL...

TAufix's VOICE REALLI GD SIA.. compare to SLY he ROCKS ALOT la
lol.. sly is.. mmm.. performance.. his AN JING iS GD lol
i love tat song ALOT ALOT lol.. he not bad la
BUT CAN"T REPLACE JAY WAHAHA
=P haha
he sing rock song not bad wor.. lol.. ai ya ppl got rock band de wor LOl

ya FINALLY CLEAR OF CLEANING MY CUPBOARD o.o
ALL SIA.. LOl.. so happy ^^ hahah...
i THROW OUT ALOT ALOT OF STUFF WOR
SOME EVEN I TREASURE ALOT
i wan TO LET GO ALL BAD MEMORIES.. ^^ WELCOME ALL THE NEW ONE THE GD ONES
=D can't wait for it lol...

mm ya hor.. i haven do any drawing yet lol.. MY SKILL GONNA RUST LE LA
OMG..
today looking at friendster.. somehow feel realli happy..
well.. those friends who last time jio mi .. all got gfs le ^^
gd wor.. some r gd friends ma..
glad they found a partner wor.. hope tat ger realli gd to my frien -- leon wor
tat one.. haha.. alot of misunderstanding never get together lol..

last night have a lame CHAT with philips
lol he's COMPLAINING.. how come noe mi SO LONG never meet..
i noe him since he yr 1 in np to now he yr 3 LOL..
he everytime ask personal questions de =.='
wan to die sia lol..
crapping halfway.. he say go smoke.. later call mi back
turn up to return a sms.. saying he go slp too tired..
guys AH.. always like tat.. wan to die ah...

ya friens jio mi to go zouk today lol.. for someone de party but hor.. mmm
who's the birthday guy/ger ah lol
but then postposed la...
lol.. and mi not goin la LOL... =D
wy lol.. yesterday keep pestering mi to say yes de.. so bad de hor
haha..
i always forget to set a date to go out with him sia..
jialat.. hope he forget abt it LOL
=D i'm damn bad sia LOL.. live in same area but lazy to meet lol..

ya.. and HOR.. OMG FLAnnery wAT LAO.. LAST TIME SO PRO IN MAGIC DE GATHERING DE WOR lol..
so shocking.. top 50 singaporean wor.. =.=' asian top 2000(the number is right hor)
lol..then he show mi some cards lol..
ten explain the new type for mi..
i listen till blur blur wor
right now listening to 'If you're not the one -- Daniel beddingfield'
OMG IT's damn nice.. must tahnk flannery cause his blog he put this song lol
cause i LOVE This song.. YET DUNOE WAT title who sing LOL..
i will put the... lyrics up .. tomorrow or wat.. CAUSE realli meaningful!!

ya ONE OF my DEAREST sis (i realli treat her as my younger sis^^)
haha she's free next wed to fri.. so now waiting for yokeling to MAKE which day she OFF..
then we and long go OUT together ^^
so long we 4 never together..
haha.. onli got those last time neoprints...
haha the one we wearing OG de lor
REALLI can't wait.. although i in sch see long la..
even got come my hse i help her project ..
mmm yokeling b4 tat time 1st sem start LOl
MISS U ALl.. haha..
eve broke again OMG LOl.
tat ger ah.. anyhow spend again lol..
must b on food.. haha.. love to eat =D
we ALL LOVE TO EAT ^^
lol.. looking forward for the happy time next week ^^

ya.. got this from another eve^^, one of my dear sis de blog
abt love..
haha...

read it wor.. find it realli true and meaningful

All abt luv....

When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure.
But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.
In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on & when to let go!
You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy,
even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.
If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again,
for you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love.
Love strives in hurting.
If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.
Love doesn't hurt all the time.
Though the hurting is still there to test you, it is to help you grow.

Don't find love, let love find you.
That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall.
You just fall.

You can't finish a book without closing its chapters.
If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages.
Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress.
It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering & growing.

The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on
& holding on when u need to let go.

We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else
who can love us even more than we can love ourselves.
On falling out of love, take some time to heal & then get back on the horse.
But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time.
To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure.
But risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing!
To reach for another is to risk involvement,
to expose your feelings is to expose true self;
to love is to risk not to be loved in return.

How to define love:
Fall but don't stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.

Love is like a knife.
It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime.
Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling.
It should inspire you and give you joy and strength.
But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.
Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be & where they choose to be.
For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days & fruitless years, you should give thanks,
for u know, that there were the things that helped you grow.
Loving someone means giving him/her the freedom to find his/her way,
whether it leads towards you or away from you.
Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful,
for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.
Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart.
Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.

If you're not ready to cry,
if you're not ready to take the risk,
if you're not ready to feel the pain,
then you're not ready to fall in love.

There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love because everytime we do,
we get hurt, and then that's why it's called falling in love.

I QUIT!!

2004-11-29T11:56:00.000+08:00

omg tat boss damn too much
saying all those words
sI CB la.. =.=' today dunoe say how many times le
1stly abt moi studies then responsiblity =.=
some adults thought they noe everything.
give peanuts expect alot..
so mean.. and selfish.. and wan the best
tat's so stupid

nvm abt him.. IF i can't get my pay
complain to man power le lor
si cb *oops
haiz
then at home.. CLEAR books
lol after o level i haven clear lol.. so many stuff
so many thigns
ya.. i find some love story i loved.. which i found online and i printed it out
ithink i will type it out ^^
practise my typing lol...
hahaha.. dunoe still got the file ma lol
later then check lo..

oh boi.. some ppl are so gd.. no matter wat u did they always b there for u
thankz ppl (hope u all noe who u r lol)
though today i'm sad
but haha.. chat up with my old friend -- wayne lol..
feel happy lol...
he's nice la.. realli gentleman...
ahha.. can crack alot of thigns together lol...
hope to see him soon.. haha.
and he happen to got something from tat AnimaXtion Fair
haha he work at expo tat period ma.
then happen to get somethign lol..
somemore lost contact but got back ^^
weeeeee... can't wait to get tat gift lol
coz i miss tat fair lol
hope thigns.. will b fine on friday.. goin to teokong
for my kor's POP ceremony ^^
korkor de squad is tat ah beng got the best cadet..
well he's veri gd la.. lol
although beng beng ^^
can't wait go shopping with kor

OMG.. i'm sick till blur

2004-11-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

OMG.. =.=' jay today at HMV =.='
hahah i sick till blur blur..
onli remember yesterday and fri his concert
tat's y i feel damn weird..
OMG!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh

hahah
ok nvm today been listening to SHE new ablum ^^
love it but it's KIND of too short lor
i love the track number 3
it's a trans eng song right?
lol -- everytime right.. i love tat song lor

one of my favourite song..
mmm the lyrics.. can say of my feelings lol
hahah.. i realli hate ppl say sorri to mi ..
i mean some how.. if they did say tat i will either damn upset or damn angry de lor
those who say it to mi b4.. experience it right lol
ya.. the track 3 lyric
http://lyric.boxup.com/gb/music/lyric/2004/11/4914/79191.htm
go have a look at the lyric..
well.. ppl always do things wrong.. or make ppl fall in love then say sorri
this is veri BIG problem lol

actualli wat i'm talking i also DUNoe lol
ai ya.. go grab S.H.E de album la..
haha.. I hope i can win the tickets of their concert LOl..
it will b damn cool.. LOL..
cause i calculate i can't over spend... lol.. otherwise next sem no money for moi to back up LOL

somehow i wan to say something but i think i better :X LOl
not everythign must written here right LOL

I SKIP work today ^^.. haha. spend alot OMG

2004-11-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

yo peers lol..today suppose to continue to edit my blog--this blog de
i think i do it after WED LOR
i haven PUT UP ALOT OF STUFF ^^
hahah spend whole afternoon kniting OMG>.<

today buy NICE MAGIC CARDS WOR LOl..
some gd one. uncle sell at 30cents wor OMG.. lol
cause uncle never play ma. he dunoe ma lol
i buy alot lol
haha although some MORe EXP la
some of the background DAMN NICE WOR
i see till eyes big big LOL..
i long time never play.. abt.. 5 yrs LOL..
but LOVE THE DESIGNs!!
actualli kor say see the cards onli
then i say buy then he choose alot =.=' SI ZHU!!

need to buy new wallet for kor
his one spoil spoil lol..

and hor GOT some nice chocolate -- BITTER De.. =D
NICE WOR.. though it's bitter.. u have to taste it slowly..
ahha..dun realli like white chocolate too sweet
thankz kelvin ge for letting mi try it b4 ^^
but this kind is eat short..
so ppl dun one shot eat all LOl

and y today i never go work
yesterday bang my head ma. so veri headache ma
ya here's some of the cards : -

nice background de -- i love 'Channel the Suns' the color so nice

these.. special kind of lands

artifacts -- this is a whole set of same type de =F

RESULTS lOL .. PRESENTs.. LOL.. think postive always wor =D

2004-11-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

haha
got my result.. Bs, Cs, expected le la
BUT let this b my lessons =D HAHA..
i let my As pass cause of ICA
so hehe.. gonna work hard hard.. balance my studies and CCA
ya hor.. nyp pals.. i haven =.=' give my particules lol.. on sat then give them la
mmmm

haha GONNA SACK THE boss SOON!!
THEN FREE TO go out le =D
the boss veri mean i got my own thinking..
abt studies lor
... hahaha.. HECK CARE THEM la...
ask mi come back to work HECK CARE La
LOL

hehe ya wan to learn more things and stuffs
get presents. but dun think can get for everyone..
haha not enough money but i try to MAKE some gift for everyone hehe
hehe wee so happy.. so many of my friens' result not bad la
BUT hehe.. ok la.. next sem must work hard hard or.. korkor kill mi
hehe I WAN to live longer lol..

going takong next fri.. korkor POP le ^^ wee so happy for him..
ya he not goin to U 1st..though he's in top 5 % in poly.. mm goin sign up..
haha glad he managed to presude dad =D
cause i tell dad abt it.. also no use haha.. glad he talks abt it
hehe.. KOR I LOVE u alot ^^ lol.. we gonna go out buy sound tracks this and tat together after u POP ^^
hope he find happiness soon haha

then mm shopping.. got some cute presents le.. already hehe...
for GERS onli..guys i dunoe wat to BUY.>> GOT suggestions for gift for GUYs tell mi hor ok ?
hehe.can't wait for new sem.. and christmas too..
dunoe y.. just can't wait ^^

to dear frienz.. winz.. Strive HARD for ASP wor LOL..
i worse than u.. my next sem haha.. so many thigns wor o.o' study hard hard haha..

LOL.. PPL I PROUDlY announce!!! i fall in love !!! lol

2004-11-22T22:50:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. hey ppl dun think wrongly.. tat fall in love is NOT GUYS!!!
~= GUYS!!! remember wat is '~', THIS IS NOT.. MUST REMEMBER THIS HOR... THE COM MATH DE LOL MUST REMEMBER WAT MR DICKSON HAD TAUGHT!!! LOL although i keep sleeping in lecture.

ok.. haha.. EVERYONE DUN worry abt mi.. PAISEI THIS FEW DAYS SIAO LE..
LISTEN too much techno =.=' LOL. haha MAKE MI MAD... BOIL MY BLOOD.. MAKE MI BLOODLY STUPID.. AND KANNA BLOODLY SCOLDING =.=' how come.. I keep SAY 'BLOOD'... CAUSE I BLEED AGAIN >.< y =".="">> cause HOR.. my FINGER BLEED LE.. AGAIN lOl.. should have took a picture of tat tissue WITH MOI BLOOD!!.. a SMALL CUT SO MUCH BLOOD.. lol..tat SAME CUT IS THE 3RD TIME!! OMG !! LAME right

ya HAVEN SAY WAT I FALL IN LOVE WITH!!
DUN B SHOCK WOR PPL!!
I FALL IN LOVE WITH ANIME -- GUNDAM
i mean y i like GUNDAM.. dunoe find it kind of COOL!!
haha.. last time the dunoe which version MAKE MI SIAN
then ONE OF THE lastest ANIME.. mm gundam.. this time is part 2
so INTERESTED INTO It..
SO watch PART 1
ALSO THANKZ TO T.M.REVOLUTION!! U GUYS ROX MY LIFE MY..ONE OF MY FAVOURITE JAP GROUP!! THEIR SONGS ALWAYS APPEAR IN THOS ANIME!! SO NICE!!
ALL MY KORKOR FAULT LA LOL.
KOR I WAN TO ANNOUNCE TAT I LOVE U ALOT AND I HATE U aLOT..MUHAHA!!!
ya.. INTRO some of YA SIRs la. THEY LOOK CUTE AND YUMMY TOO =D
lol but.. not interested la lol..

ya.. now i also noe y kor hate techno make ppl go crazy == MI!!
lol then he bought a classical album.. i CAN'T FIND THE DICS MAN!!
BUT IT's REALLI NICE.. it makes mi feel realli alot alot better after LISTENING
he bought alot of stuff wor on sat lol.. some naruto STUFF TOO
WEEEEEEEEE!!

ya.. this 2 days getting CHEERED up..
i HAVE TO.. CAUSe need to take care myself right..
especially moi skin.. ( u guys noe the BLOODLY problems right LOL=P)
& moi health la
and many ppl.. remember how i suddenly back to myself.. those days i 1st chatwith him.. dunoe y
so i think it's GD i keep tat mood.. CAUSE tat's WAT PPL like abt mi
RIGHT?? =D
getting BHB le.. lol ..must happy happy de hor

ya.. today workin got NEW GER!!!.. YAHOO!! GER LOL> NOT GUY LOL
she's callED SILING!! =.=' AH LIAN LOL.. xiao meimei talk like aH LIAN.. lol
even law wAS SHOCked by her action lol...
quite of cute la.. ask mi WEIRd question =.=' SEX!!
*Faint.. LOL.. haha.. then law anlaysed tat she ShOULD HAD DONE b4
otherwise Y ASK lol..

ya also ah..TO DEARest JESlyn:
paisei haven add u into my blog lol.. later ah.. when i off again this sat lol.. or the next one la.. LOL.. busy with moi own stuff la..(HOPE U READ THIS!!! LOL!)

SO PPL.. SEE THE SAME OLD BRAND NEW MI BA LOL..
=D *muack TO ALL!!
* I LOVE U ALL !! ^^

so wat am i .. can anyone tell mi.. i'm getting no place here.. I AM NOTHING OK!!!>>

2004-11-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

ok.. 1stly.. y i accidently click to his blog and read..
oh man.. he miss her.. so wat am i .. tat time.. mmm
SO AM I a replacemen???t..
so.. tat's all i am..right?

is ya reason.. cause we realli different the real reason ma..
i dun think so lor.. IT'S u.. WHO still think of her..
even ppl who are REALLI different also can last de lor..
i mean.. not blaming u.. BUT how could u do this to mi..
i mean.. so in the end i'm the one who fall deep with u..
BUT it seems like i'm dun mean anythign to u at all lor... NOT At ALL.. DUN even worth a thing LOR

tat one. u think.. recall the past.. the past of wat.. YA ex or wat..
ppl live the future not the past .. boi..
arrr.. forget it.. tat time also say wait.. ya.. la.. all bullshit lor
u onli seems to WAIT FOR HER..
HER O LEVEL ENDING SOON le WAT

2ndly Y AM I SO UNLUCKY TO PRESS AND LINK TO HIS BLOG!!!
SOMEMORE.. CAME HOME KANNA SCOLDED FOR NOTHING...
then sit here.. GOT TO READ IT..

i just take train hOME ma.. nothing wrong lor.. then mum kpkb. then say.. mi wan to flirt around wat BULL SHIT
as if I WAN TO WORK LIKE TAT AH..
JUST WAN TO TAKE AWAY HER BURDEN THEN IT BECOMES MY BURDEN>>
SOURCE OF PROBLEMS!!!!!!!!!!
WHY ppl always like tat.. neither.. FAKE promises..nor this and that..

today actualli veri happy at work.. decorate for christmas..
planning wat to buy present.. then planning who to go out with.. next month
and make presents.. this and tat.. 3rdly Y I MEET MY FRIEN TODAY!!!

ok.. talking abt him. ya la.. always GD TO MI.. BUT PLS LOR>. <>.<>> DUN SEEMS TO BE RIGHT IN THE PLACES LOR>> THIGNS>> JUST CHANGED>> IN @ WEEKS =.=' WTF IS THIS WORLD>> I HATE BEING THE NICE ONE..
ALTHOUGH I"M NASTY AT TIMES>> I USED WORDS TO HURT>>
BUT MY ACTIONS DUN MEAN TAT LOR..
those realli noe mi then NOE!!!

4thLY.. GUYS AH>> PLS FARK OFF IF U NOT SERIOUS LOR..
I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!
DUN BLAME MI IF I SLASM PHONE OR WAT EVER SHIT LOR

then 5thly. TODAY WAN TO SMOKE.. SI ZHU LA>. DUN LET MI =.='
WTF.. THIS DUN LET TAT DUN LET>> WON"T DIE RIGHT
DIE ALSO NOTHING WAT>>
ALL BULL SHIT LOR..
WORK SO HARD FOR NOTHING>>
LIKE WAT YUAN SAY LOR..
NOW I NOE HOW HE FEELS..
his family.. then SOMEONE HE LOVES WHICH IS MI BUT I DUN LOVE HIM
THEN BLAH BLAH>>

so HAPPEN TO mi la.. cause i like tat TREAT HIM LOR
SO SERVE MI RIGHT .. i WOULD SAY RIGHT>>>
AARHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........
i got tones of responsible to HOLD ON TO>>
I PROMISE MY OWN KORKOR>..
NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO MI>>
Y HE GO NS>>> LEAVE MI ALL ALONE AT HOME>>
NO ONE>> SAYANG MI>> KORKOR>> I MISS U ALOT LOR
even IF U COME HOME ALSO so SHORT...
AND SO MANY THIGNS I CAN"T TELL U....
CAUSE MUM ALWAYS AROUND OR U TOO BUSY..
AM I TOO STRESS UP WITH MUM.. i mean..
IT"S ALL MY FAULT WAT HAPPEN..
YA I SAY PPL DUN LEAVE IN THE PAST..
BUT HOW COULD ONE FORGET HOW I CAUSE MY OWN MUM TO B HOSPITALISED
AND>>>..her family SIDE SO MANY PROBLEMS
THIS AND TAT
i THOUGHT SOMEONE WOULD jusT MAKE MI FEEL BETTER
BUT IT TURN TO B WORSE THAN I EVER THOUGHT...
IS TAT LIFE>.
MANY PPL THINKS I"M MATURE IN MY THINKING>>
BUT LISTEN CAREFULLY PPL>>>>
I'M NOT I CAN'T HANDLE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP
I CAN'T STAND THE PAIN..
HURT TO NOE.. HURT TO STAND UP AGAIN
SO FAR I ONLI>> BREAK DOWN>> ABT 50% LOR
IF REALLI BREAK DOWN U WONT SEE MI DE LOR>> SHOULD BE IN THE HOSPITAL LOR

so 6thly WAT AM I>.<>> IN THE WORLD !!!
NOTHING>>> FOR FUN>> WAT SHIT..
ppl ALWAYS SAY PLAN THINGS>>W ILL WORK WELL
FOR MI IS ALWYS DUN PLAN>>THEN BEST DE...(depending)

today thought OF WRITING A HAPPY ENTRY BUT TURNS UP TO B THIs...
glad tomorrow off.. at least.. can ... dunoe la..
mayb i stress too much abt my mum
i dunoe y.. i mean ..
i dun wan to lost a love one..
i lost my grandma.. u noe how mi and my kor hold on to our tears
cause dad say.. when someone passed away.. u can't let the person noe u cry..
or he/ she might.. not able to leave peacefully..

i'm damn FARKING STRESS
I lost ALL MY CONFIDENCE>> u NOE.. HOW BADLY IS IT
tat time.. CCA.. LOST IT.. though to SOME PROBLEMS LA>>
i lOST PART>>>>>>>> NOW>>>>>> WAT DO I HAVE..
mayb still hAVE but i dunoe..
wat AM I >> CAN SAY ONE TELL MI
WAN TO DO STUPID THINGS ALSO CAN't..
IT"S THE RESPONSBILE THING TAT BOTHER MI
WHY CANT I CAN"T THIS SHINK AWAY FROM MI!!!

Y MUST I B RESPONSBILE..
WAT LAO>> SAY UNTIL I ALSO BLUR LE LA
WHY SEC 3 I GOT LEARN AND BECOME MORE RESPONSBILE
AND THINK DIFFERENT
WAT"S THE USE..
WHY THINKING BEING SO DIFFERENT FOR OTHER TEENAGERS...
SHOULD I HAVE FUN MY OWN TOO MA?
should b LIKE VIN say.. have fun fullest to the life..
u live ONLI ONCE..
it's true.. BUT.. AHHHHH just can't let so la..
why can't i b happy..
y can't.. u noe it happen SINce SEC 2
ok.. haviNG 1st BF
THEN NEARLY KANNA RAPE>. WTF..
THEN>> MM THIS AND TAT>> WAT BULL SHIT..

sec 1 FROM EXPRESS DOWN TO NA..
FAIL ENGLISH..
THOUGH DO VERI WELL FOR OTHERS..
THEN SEC3 , 4 this PROBLEMS AND TAT
then SEC 4 N LEVEL RESULT VERI GD..
BUT I WAN TO GO ITE
EVERYONE KP.. IF I GO>> I WONT B LIKE BLOGGING RIGHT?
THEN GO SEC 5.. O LEVEL TIME.. BREAK DOWN..
CAUSE MY EX..
U SEE ALL MY As GONE..
NO As 1ST TIME LOR..
WONDERING HOW I ALWAYS keep GETTING SCHOLARSHIP
EVEN IF I NEVER STUDY
WTF... SO MANY BULL SHIT..
THEN ABT THIS TIME>> LAST YR>> FOUND OUT>> WAT MY EX>> DONE
THIS AND TAT>>
THEN GONNA CHRISTMAS>> THEN WAT HAPPEN TAT TIME..
WAT THE SHIT AM I RECALLING ALL THOSE SHIT..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
CAN SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!

i mean .. a frien la. not bf la..
i worse THAN U W LOR..
those things u GOT NOT WORSE THAN MI LOR
hiaz.. wat's the use.. saying u.. dun feel gd anyway..
I NEVER FEEL TAT AHHHHHHH
even for the last bf.. those who noes it.. realli BAD.. THIS ONE.. WORSE..
u cAN FEEL IT>> THE HEART BEAT SO PAIN>>
CAN I JUST STOP IT FROM MOVING>. A NATURAL DEATH LA..
but sian won't COME THIS SOON
ya.. GO THROW ALL FOOD AWAY
ALL MY HUNGER GONE..
go home faster FOR FOOD
tehn END UP THIS AND TAT..
OH MAN Y I MISS U.. NOT LIKE I"M FEELING VERI LONELY>> BUT REALLI MISS U ALOT ALOT

clubbing.. mmm working.. *faint

2004-11-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

ok la.. on the bus duno watch 'get real' (forget the title of the show).. HOSTED by diana seng (did i spell her name right) well.. talking abt clubbing la
haha.. it's common lor.. enjoy .. but some ppl lame lor.. go party then vomit =.=' wu liao..
learn to take care yaself la.. haha
i onli noe i got strong feeling wan to go when i realli SAD.. i dunooe y..
mayb plan to DO ALL THE WRONG THIGN...

i ask a few friens to go.. they kind of shock lor.. then dun let mi go =.='
worry abt mi lor.. haiz

well,my friends ah those realli noe mi.. dun dare to dare mi to do some thigns.. cause u never noe will i realli do it or not lor
drugs, smoke, this kind of thigns.. when ya're down comfirm will come across it..
mmm this few days.. thinking.. SHOULd i smoke.. mm
ya.. eeveryone noes i'm senstive.. to it.. and hate smokers.. but sometime realli wonder..
is tat tat nice ma... lol.. can realli make u take away the problems for temp ma.....
i'm having mental break down le.. i can't focus.. on my drawings AT ALL!!
omg it's damn sickering my brain is blank at times

then last night.. mum talk to mi abt marriage =.='
so early... so kind of piss off. and dun feel like talkin abt this
cause a childhood jiejie recently divoice lor...
then she say.. ya la.. can get bf la.. but dun choose tat one flirt flirt de =.='
i dunoe lor.. i just make excuses.. went to the bathroom to have shower
and cry...
mum talk to mi i cover up.. dun wan her to noe.. somethign happen to mi...
not even korkor.. though he's in ns now

then at work.. moody moody.. make mistakes... my thumb swollen >.<. so typing much slower lor .. haiz.. then law bring his dics.. then when boss awwway we BLASH IT.. LOUD .. dancing lol.. lol.. then boss noe la.. lol. can see through the security camera ma lol and also lost 50 dollars for no reason i think i noe who thinks.. both mi and law comfirm no money lost de lor =.=' should b tat one lor si zhu keep ask for stock list then.. keep wan this and tat.. KICK HIS ASS man tonight.. i wu liao... look at the sky.. not bad lor.. i so long never look at it.. always looking down.. dunoe y.. sad ba.. i wan to get those feelings back.. those.. i always do when i'm out in the night.. i love it alot... even if i'm alone ya btw.. ASK MI out dun make mi eat spicy food.. just few days i eat.. SHIT man my skin again.. lol too spicy la.. mi can't eat too spicy de lor.. sometime even little also can't.. mayb cause at the same time NOT feeling well ba.. i wan to GET WELL VERI SOON i MISS THE POOL!! alot... ya.. if wna to go clubbing also noe how to get.. everythign FREE ^^ friends ma lol feasting on my food.. my first meal for TODAY !!!! i realli mean it

working sux lol..

2004-11-17T08:26:00.000+08:00

ok la.. boring la.. wake up early.. sian..
tired.. last night.. didn't sleep well.. mmm
dun feel comfortable with something dunoe wat is it abt mmm
heart pain? lol dunoe la.. put tat aside...

wat lao.. how come yesterday mi so busy de.. haha.. lucky.. they today then celebrate sri birthday LOL.. but i think i forget my bro MIKO's birthday LOL>. < hehehe
omg and when is yating and lim pin de birthday ah
i cna't recall a thing lor..
head was blank =(

lol.. yesterday at office.. type document. u noe y i type so slow ma....... COZ.....
i look at the monitor.. my eyes already veri pain..
i dun like the lightening and position of the monitor.. kns de
haha... then wat lao.. watch RA show at work lol
not i wan to watch de la.. just tat .. yesterday i went to shop to do some work
then hor.. i realise.. the one playing on the dvd player is america beauty =.='
haha... law told mi tat time.. mmm he dunoe this show is playing.. and he adjust volume highigh
then when toking to customers.. LOL. got moaning SOUND !!!
*faint lol...then eat SNAKE lol.. not realli la.. my hand all pain wor.. mmm ya hor.. now when typin this i remember forget to file my nails.. forget it la.. broken =.=' HAIZ

well lucky got no bf ba.. arbo he will say i never take care of myself... hahha..
cause yesterday =.=' veri jialat.. bump on this and tat.......
their......stuff so many.. WAT LAO>> FASTER.. end of nov.......... I CAN"T WAIT FOR DEC to go out and play.. shit hor.. i remember itold wei yang go out de.. mmm lol.. must set a date for this gd lame frien of mine lol.................................................................................

and RO down for a while.. as... host tat side.. no electricity LOL....
so i wake up early no use la LOL>.<

dreamzzz

2004-11-16T08:13:00.000+08:00

ok.. i remember i wan to say this dream de.. keep forget...
i was recalled due to last night de sweet dream lo
sweet dream recall a bad dream OMG

ok la.. actualli i heard at certain time.. ur dream.. might b real or..
might b a warning or somthing......
i still wondering wat does tat one mean.. cause sometime my feelings too correct till i'm scare too

u see ah.. actualli i did see ghost b4
i mean i dun have third eye la.. but.. i can sense sometime la
i last seen should b sec 3.. but i think like last yr also got in sch.. but not sure.. it's the feeling more stronger...
and some how ... i still remember wat i see when i was a kid...
can realli swear.. i still remember.. how it look
then i told dad and mum abt it.... then they say now they noe y when i was young... i keep going those area of my hse..
well it's not my hse got la lOL...it's something look cute cute...
dad say this kind of... thing different form de.. dunoe lor
not goin into it so details.. interested.. then tell u LOL

the dream.. happened like veri late at night lor.. seldom take lift de... always walk stair
then tat day i seems too tired tat i take lift.. nvm abt it..
wondering.. is tat... watch movie =.=' ghost in the lift.. hahha
mayb lor.. but dream =.=' feeling so STRONG !!! *faint

as usual.. act blur blur...
then to level 6 then walk down the stairs.. when a hand suddenly pop up
and i AVOID IT...
=.=' normal reaction I LOOK at it.. OMG>.<>
it realli must b my unlucky period..
then i just run .........
supposelly.. run down 2 stairs.. but i dunoe run how long.. then managed to get to my hse door..
and tat thing disappear at my door step

i woke up.. at the time.. kind of screaming -.-
and heart popping like mad.... mayb i'm too tired or .. stress... then i dream abt this kind of thing
but tat period i'm damn happy... lor.... canot ba...
wondering wat's the meaning lie behide this dream.. cause normally dream at 5,6 am... and u remember it clearly.. is.. soemthing.. real or got meaning de..

*faint.. ok la.. then recently also remember a gd dream =.=' how come so many dream de... mmm
i was at a beach.. so long never been too..
damn happy with someone
everything so sweet.. and seems so real too LOL (dreams are meant to seem real right?)
u noe i even dun bear to WAKE up LOL.. from this dream... too nice le... and too happy...
Details... i extract out...mm onli few noes the real details... hehe..

Just hope no more.. dreams i can remember.. dun care whether it's bad or gd dream...
cause the dreams.. hurt some where alot alot.. tat's how i feel... even if i dream i wan to forget the dream.. dun wan some things to fresh in my mind.. something realli like the sweet dream...
it's somethign WON"T and NEVER EVER happen de la.. =(
tata time for work le... haiz

FINALLY OFF

2004-11-13T16:20:00.000+08:00

OMG.... finally off...
too tired wor.. haha
yesterday =.=' deliver stocks OMG..
so many lol.. from office to shop *faint..
boss bully mi.. work till 10plus last night wor
then go home with law (btw not andrew LOl.. lazy to change)
hahah take 51 togehter ma
then see nor.. sec sch classmates..

at work .. moring too slacking wor.. haha.. destroying papers.. LOL..
then nth le lor..
then they make mi go for my lunch.. mmm something nice wor.. mm
i love u js.. ahhaha..... u tell mi level 2 food nice wat .. haha.. THANK alot pal!!!
haha.. the food junction FOOD sux.. i cook better than them lol..
then chatting with winson on phone
wow he wan towithin2 weeks.. to level 99.. wish u luckw or LOL
i think for mi end of this month =.=' calculate also like 2 weeks + - ma... lol

haha back to the office.. tidy the stock again Sian.. thur also tidy stocks in the shop..
then law keep bully mi =.=' but he poor thign work whole day never eat LOL..
i worked till tat late.. faster finish some works ma.. cause.. abt.7 then realise got 2 BOx of stocks never do.. dunoe who write wrong de
then jiejie.. help help moi lol..

and wondering lor cause i ot like no extra PAY sobsob...............MUMMY lol. veri tiring wor this job.. hahaa.. haha lucky.. i used to carry alot of things b4 la.. still ok la.. but long time never do le.. kind of weak le ahah.. wat lao.. see a ger carry.. move things OMG... COOL man hahaha especially wendy wor =.='
always wear mini skirt then.. a.. carry things ahha.. u guys noe wat i mean ma...LOl
then jiejie.. never scold moi writng ^^ gd gd

today at home mmm.. ok la.. play games.. watch anime.. mmm slacking.. massage my leg haha.. injuire it ma.. LOL.. tat night.. go out late late.. got injuire ma LOl..
later will do some drawings.. ya hope js.. have a gd sales today..
and hope winson.. enjoy his work.. gonna 5 le.. haha he gonna start work le.. but it's goin to rain .. hope he dun slip wor..

listening to CRAZY BABY!!

tired tired sian sian LOL..and wat happen in 1st day in shop

2004-11-12T07:32:00.000+08:00

hahah Yesterday 1st time at shop LOCATION.. sim lim square #02-80...
wan to given surpise can la LOL>.< 12 =".="'" andrew =".="'''" things =".="'">.. lol.. where got like tat... last time always tie thigns till sian NOW refresh my mind..

long time never build stuff like tat.. haha.. mayb next yr.. went back to sch and see my cadets ba.. although the batch i trained de... almost all gone le ba ..
ah lennon.. vincent.. blah blah.. a few will go into sec 5 de ba.. lol..then the younger batch.. never so close to them.. always PUNISH them ..mayb.xiao hong tat batch ba.. mmm tat one stilgot close la.. but dunoe how's their attitude haha
think if possible their next campfire i will go down lol..
i miss this yr de lor.. cause chicken pox.. =.='

then hor.. i write the transaction too light LOL.. carbon paper..u noe totally is 4 paper lor.. OMG the one i got handle b4 is onli 2 papers lol
can't reali see wat i wrote :D JIEJIE TODAY WILLL DIE LE..... LATER SURE KILL MI DE LOL

ya.. lunch break i NEVER eat lol.. look for jian sheng they all LOL>. lol si vin.. i still working keep calling mi lor .. so late still wan to meet.. tired de wor LOL.. u got OFF on wed i hAVEN HAVE MINE yet wor...LOL

ya.. then jy de sms damn cute.. msg wrong ppl.. to his ex=.=' oops. sex LOL... i was laughing like mad.. he ah... tat time i told win abt him.. lol.. he realli like tat.. LOL.. but lucky his boss got set rules de haha.. can't do at black there wor ... lol..
he actually wan to do then skip work de.. who ask him msg wronglyLOL>.<
hahhaa...... tis one wan to die.. lol.. ask ex gf for sex.. but she dun mind wat LOL.. but think she got bf o.O LOL.. I DUN WAN TO NOE SO MUCH.. LOL

then i will sabo andrew..who ask him bully mi lor...lol
ok la.. lol.. he poor thign CARRY tat big tv down ..but boss got help ma
hahaha.. they carry while i vacumming lor.. FINALLY close shop LOL.. i dun even noe.. so fast gonna 9 le.. LOL.. i keep working ot de ah LOL.. kns lor.. but think still same price >.< ther ="D" color="#cc33cc">ok la.. this to didi ^^ : ah didi i free better abit.. mayb.. of the previous entry i wrote lo.. wat's in my heart..i mean the many things are lighten in my heart, feeling better...cause i got say out .. hehe didi u're the one who ask mi say out de .. thankx for tat advice.. though still sad but..at least better le...

to winson : =.=' ok la.. 1 pack 2 days..still ok la.. lol.. take ya time lo..how come smoke more le.. is it bcause of our stuff.. ai ya.. dun so fan lor.. even if u read the last 2 main entries...i never blame u de wor.. lol.. this called willing LOL.. wat AM I TALKING... hahhaa.. and free ask u teach mi play pool hor.. ithink comfirm dec will ask u out.. teach mi hor... hahaha.. and u mean u read my blog.. a... wednesday de got also ah...LOL... =D enjoy ya game la.. u lvl 70 while mi 61 .. not fair cause he not WORKING.. =P complaining lol.. and dun like tat give moi moi ya pet la.. lol.. u ill treat ya pet de LOL.. jk la..

still pan wei bo( happen to listen to his song lol) -- kuai le chong bai

some secrets.. which make my heart pain

2004-11-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

listening to pan wei bo -- wo rang ni zou le

ok.. dunoe y i wan to say out.. it's hurts alot lor.. too many stuff

i never been like this lor haha.. so many 1st time.. mmm.. gone...

1st time i realli treat someone so special wor..

this one is to him.. haha although yesterday got some msg to him le.. but.. this one.. explains all my actions

mmm.. remmeber ah.. we go bugis right.. u told mi u smoke right.. i was angry..then i say u cant kiss mi right.. but then i still give u peeks ma..then allow u... already obvious le lor... (at least u r honest with mi,i'm glad)

then hor.. holding hands... u ask mi.. y i seems uncomfortable holding tat way.. actualli got meaning de la..

then u see at home.. mmm.. even mum around.. still give u peeks.. didn't u wonder how come i so dare ma... and didn't u see mi so happy when u say my food nice ma...

and also y i tat time say wan to take neoprint together.. just wan to remember it a special day.. but i hold on.. till.. nth happen

tat after tat de mon.. my last paper.. tat day..remember when ya friends lie goin to toilets..then i held ya hand shyly.. mmm.. i never do tat b4.. u even ask mi.. shy ah... u should noe de ma

hahaha.. didn't u realise i already treat u as my bf le ma although i say still friends.. but i already show out le... my actions not obvious ah??...not everythign have to say out de ma... tat's y on mon on the bus i was so sad.. u ask mi wat if u can't quit smoking.. i wasn't angry... i was upset.. u never notice .. i held ur hand tight tight.. cause dun wan u to go ma.. u never see how i dun bear when u going home on sat ma.. i wan to say.. i agree to... but.. i wasn't given a chance.. i told u...i like alot of things.. settle face to face..then wed.. u say those things.. then i wait.. then yesterday.. haiz..

ok la.. say all this also no use ma.. 1stly u dun even noe whether u like mi.. u not sure.. u're so confuess.. y i say here.. i hide in my heart too long.. if i noe ...sat intro u to my parents..as bf le...

hahaa.. sound silly hor...

i write here.. at least i think u might have the chance to read it.. cause.. mmm .. i wan u to understands wat's my meaning under all my actions.. and also y i dun like ppl say sorry to mi.. i prefer actions.. actions speak alot louder..and much sinerce ma.. but.. if one not senstive then die right... cause i make u say out.. wat u feel.. i wan u to noe also... this is not to bother u.also not to make u feel bad. but let u noe.. i mean.. alot of things.. are special because of the actions but not words...i wan u to noe y i reall tat sad lor(u failed ya com skill ah Lol actions more than words wor)

other stuff:

ok la.. last night.. never eat dinner.. try to eat breakfast.. can't eat... dunoe y.. i was damn hungry.. then i just eat fishballs =.=' go work.. lol.. working.. lunch worse... normally can eat alot.. i just eat abit abit onli.. just 1 quarter... then just now my dinner.. i eat so little like..the amt was like.. how much i ate when i was.. pri 1,2 lol.. so little wor...

then at work.. i do finish my work ok la.. but hor..damn forgettful ahha.. i keep leave out somethign when i'm packing LOL.. so i double check check de LOL .. i was sad.. i just look at the pic.. we took.. feel better le la.. hahah...

jiejie helps mi and bully mi at work haha..

hahah tomorrow suppose no work..can play game.. but still have work..

1stly they employed mi as sales asst..but..in the end these 3 days mi busy packing and folding things.. make my finger bleed..today also got abit lor.. lucky not paper... even worse lro.. tomorrow make mi come to work... to do... help in the shop =.=' how come got office and shop ... sian..pay little do so many ah.. kns de wor.. i'm at level 2 wor LOl.. if not wrong..02-08 ba.. i mean the shop la.. haha..not sure la.. so tomorrow reporting .. hehe..might jialat..

i think mayb sometime i realli should sneak out late at night.. the feeling is damn different.. so relaxing.. haha.. who wan to company mi ..tell mi hor... hope tomorrow.. =.=' i can eat more ba.. haha.. i dun like this feeling lor.. realli hungry but cant eat .. ahhaa

=(

2004-11-10T07:07:00.000+08:00

just wake up.. heart popping painly =.='
haha.. dunoe la.. =( must also =)
if =( ppl will feel bad de..
not his fault la hahah.. my fault my fault hahha
guess slowly recover lor..
guess some guys will b happy =.=' cause mi no bf...
so bad de.. haiz
dun feel like working today.. but... mmm
have to.. cause jiejie already told mi wat to do today haha.. have to rush =.='
think my finger gonna bleed again.. haiz
pain pain

new meaning in life

2004-11-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

well..
i realli thought.. i gonna to have it..
well.. luck and fate not with mi ba...
wat to do.. i respect him..
treat him as frien.. game mates lol.. and onli frien ba
he wans it this way so b it ba...
mayb he's right mayb he's wrong.. let time say ba...
tat's all..

BUT i realli wan to say i'm realli happy when i with him i dunoe
mayb feel realli close...he says abt.. looking for relationship..
i wonder did i also? lol.. i dunoe...
the feelins is different mmm.. is it.. real or just a crush or just... enjoy being with him
haha..i actualli realli think to tell daddy he's gonna b my bf =.='
lucky i never say haha arbo daddy look for him haha

i wan to cry badly.. later.. yuan come then cry la.. haiz.......
at least i noe wat's happening la... difficult to accept.. but guess... no harm accepting it
thinking.. mmm if still got chance to go out together like tat so happily ma..
haha.. i hope so... i promise myself i wan to b happy happy..
no sad sad.. mayb tat's y i look so forward to him ba.. since with him always so happy de
and realli 1st time.. totallly different from all the exs
but we never realli started ...
sound like but never.. for mi.. i dun care much abt mi
i put others infront of mi.. tat's y mum kp mi lol
so silly right.. i dunoe lor.. i just love to see the one i care happy
i just auto happy
ya.. i forget.. HOPE HE QUIT SMOKING lol...
not for mi .. for himself..
but.. game hor... let's GET married again lol i mean in GAME la
hahaha...

i thinking.. wat is mine is mine wat.. force where got use but dun wan to change the pic la.. hahah
i wan to have a happy mi.. i wan to see a happy mi.. cause i remember.. i been bad mood alot lol
noe him not much.. haha he make mi feel relax at exams.. haha
dunoe y.. i just.. hope.. but it's fat hope la..
hahah.. think i gonna lock up my heart again ba.. hahah.slowly...

winson U BETTER read hor.... haha...
tat's how i feeel right now..sound happy right.. cause i noe wat u thinking..
at least u face mi.. but directly de better ma... haha...
hope u enjoy party tomorrow dun over drink...then. mmm dunspend too much wait ya mummy nag lol... *muack.. a kiss from a frien dun worry... sleep tight

and so many cuts on my hand lol.. so sian

tired lol

2004-11-09T07:14:00.000+08:00

today gonna b my 2nd day =.='
i cut my finger on the 1st day..
today still to rush lol..
alot of works to do haiz
tired la lol
boi boi.. go lor.. enjoy things lol..
i canot lol.. but yesterday agree to go out in the dec ^^lol
hhehehhhe gd gd =D

hope today won't fall asleep while doing the work lol
wat lao boss de smell like.. mmm.. =.=' his one lol..
make mi think of him *shyshy..
so silly right............ARHHHHHHHHH still tired lol... lol
mayb shouldn't b playing games
but.. i DUN play.. sIAn ma.. hahahha =D
go eat breakfast then go work work le.. =.=' dun rain=.=' b4 i reach my place

new shoes new clothes but where's my drawings ah

2004-11-07T12:05:00.000+08:00

hehe ok la .. haven start work.. mm .. buy something le. Lol
new shoes for work .. mmm a.. that polo tee i like ma..Lol.. so buy lor.. hehe
the work clothes office =.=' ok la.. got some clothes to hang on =.=' 1 month lo. ++ abit lor.. should b ok la. u see ah. 8th start work.. mm abt 1 month mmm
1 days 6 days. aiya 6 clothes la.. heck care =D lol
dunoe wat to wear ma..
so sian
still got alto to buy wor.. cannot anyhow spend lol
mmm average 1 day work abt mmm $6++ eat ba LOl..
should be ok la for mi LOL..
kns.. lol..

oh boi boi poor thing his com.. spoil lol
his didi play cs then dunoe wat happened..
always things happened when his didi used the com..
the com wan revenge for him? LOl

sian haha.. my drawings.. last time de all gone =.='
i wan to put into the blog ma LOl..
make it different LOl.. haa.. *siao =D
later mayb.. look for it.. butlast night look for it.. mmm
ah coo ahcoo lol.. so u noe wat i mean de hor LOl
have to find le then scan then put inside ^^
lol.. will b cute cute ^^

looking forward to talk to DA BEn DAN!!!! =D

YAHOO got a job le LOl

2004-11-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

ok la.. FINAlly got a job.. she called mi at night la..
today interview then today noe LOl.. mm
start work on mon
LOl.. mayb this 3 days siao le lor.. LOl.. walk here and there.. raffles. to bugis..
bugis to orchard LOl.. leg pain like hell
tomorrow gonna buy a new heels Lol.. LOl.. dun wan too high la

ya.. lucky sri msg mi wan to go bugis ma..
i keep goin but forget to check the adverts on the nearbys
finally got the one at simlim
dunoe wat is it la.. just do 1 month like tat plus OK le LOl
...
then the game server today.. reset le.. my cute santa poring gone le

hehe catch 2.. one for mi one for winson LOl.. i always like tat de ^^lol i name it ~small~winson~ LOl.. specially for winson de lOl then he named his ~small~xiaohui~ lol.. but all gone le ...hehe the server ok le.. i goin to catch again ^^ hehehe it's gonna to b cute LOL.. new character LOl.. both of us will use same character le.. 1 ger 1 boi hehehe.. =D weeeeeee tat boi boi must have slp le.. never see him online wor.. haha.. today and tomorrow he got work.. mm.. haha.. suppose b tired..tell him later abt my job ba ^^ hope he's ok wor

haiz

2004-11-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

ok back again.. dunoe why..
mmm .. i'm feeling pain this time not heart onli
dunoe y.. but veri painful.. should i see doc..
i onli noe when i'm realli upset.. at times.. i will feel this pain..
pain until i dun even have the mood to play the game.......
=( should i see doc or not haiz.. dunoe.. my mum dun even noe abt this.. mayb those who read.. who will read sia.. mmm
mmm change and amend some parts le.. gonna think wat to do sia

so happening sia LOL

2004-11-04T21:44:00.000+08:00

3/10
lol got marry in the game .. so cute.. haha
i ask him through msn.. then suddenly he pop into the game
'let's get marry' LOl.. both of us keep laughing hehe..
hehe at 1st dunoe where to buy clothes..then =.=' WHERE"S THE ring!!! lol
then sian then go website see..onli morroc there then got lor LOL
then we separate go .. LOl...
=.=' it's near the south gate there lol.. hahah

then went back to the church =.='
this time mi forget to buy a ring too LOl
hahha went back again.. lol.. ask him to wait for it..
then finally.. got everythign LOl.. then error in the church o.o''
haha boi boi keep saying tat they say i never register for the marriage.. LOl
dunoe wat happening.. talk to this then talk to tat.. dun how long =.=
finally LOL >.<

see my wedding pic wor

cute right? mi and my dear boi boi =D hehehe

forget to take pic of my groom de ring.. veri nice de wor.. here's mine

cute right? but real one better =D LOL...

sign~~~~ but at night can't slp... until almost 5am then i fall in a short sleep =.='
kind of crying... dunoe y.. just feel painful... =(

4/10
stare at my wall.. sign~~~ sit on my bed.. looking at my drawing=.='
i didn't draw anythign at all haiz.. the papers were spoilt some how
then abt 11 then i go to my com.. checking the d/ls...
mmm chit chat here and there with my friens
hehe then see a advert... sound interesting.. call and ask..
then he ask mi go down

mmm then pull my frien down with mi lor
turn out to b =.=' totally not wat i expected...
i dun feel comfortable there for sure.. LOL..
then when they asked us wat position we interested we said admin =D
LOL.. they say wait for our calls ^^ .. comfirm never call
surely de ma.. so many wan the admin.. even they call us.. we will reject =D
LOL.. so noti.. hehe
hope tomorrow de turns out well...
i just need somethign to get off my mind ba..

sianz

2004-11-04T06:38:00.000+08:00

miss him hehe. alot hehehe.. dunoe y

hahha looking for jobs =.='' so sian

haha canot realli enjoy lor..

no money how to enjoy LOl.. wondering my baby got stress ma..

scare he stress stress..

he's stress abt us and studies..

poor baby.. have to give him time...

just hope he take care himself.. dun smoke smoke too much..

little ok la... hehe..

yesterday play game with him.. veri happy.. haha like a little ger ger

hehe.. but i veri noti yesterday 4 am then slp hehe..

miss his voice hehe...... later dun think he will b home early ba..

should b having fun le.. his last paper today ma..

=D he happy ok le

=(

2004-11-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling sad sad

i'm missing him badly

i'm dying....

haiz

HELP!!

=( sad sad realli sad sad

2004-11-03T06:51:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so angry i even bend the spoon to square shape =.='''
he like tat to mi...... haiz....
i choose him.. over s...
i make myself overcome all those stuff....
he like tat to mi..
=(...

last paper

2004-11-02T14:18:00.000+08:00

lol finally finish the last paper.. LOl..
haha tease jos tat i finish the paper LOl
i need to wait till wed then i can submit applications for some jobs.. lol
they finish on wed ma =.= LOL

then the noti winson..
so noti.. burn dics forget to bring..
i finish paper go his hse.. get the dics..
hahaha....

hahah didi told mi the private server like jialat le LOL
LOL... he gonna make one server lor LOL.. lolthen i will b laughing like hell
i might need to CHANGE Game LOL...
hahhaha

wondering winson reach home le ma.. lol. should b la.. lol

lol so long never log in

2004-11-01T15:18:00.000+08:00

lol so long never log in.. LOL.... where to start.. and today is last day of the month LOL

start with todaymummy's birthday day.. daddy's idea CUTE WOR!!!

and it's realli yummy

ehehhe then talk abt.. yesterday and 2 days ago.. take some pic with winson LOl...
haha then display it.. everyone ask tat if he's my bf LOL..
so cute sia ^^.. tomorrow need to get teh cd fromhim or i no needto play my game
who ask mi idiot ah.. uninstall and somemore... delete the d/l the files..
wan to d/l again.. all broken links
sobsobs... cheat my feeling

30/10
lol winson.. company mi.. go.. mmm simlim... and look for job lol..
i buy a new printer ^^. he carried for mi
haha at there.. everyone..ask mi whether need any help lol...
kind of piss him off wor... hahaaa
hahha.. then wat lao.. at my hse then realise we never buy.. USB port =.= and reali the package dun have =.= WAT lao
but heng heng.. mmm I GOT SPARE!!!!!! ^ ^ hehe then can use.... LOL..
speaking of them.. mm today print.. photo of mummy and her cake.. although my hp de reservolution SUX.. print still not bad wor LOL

mm then he got eat.. somethign i made .. eat so fast LOl.. wondering. reali tat nice ma.. LOl.. although i like it too LOL ...
ok la.. gonna change some design of my blog le. LOl.. thinkig hor to do it sia LOL

=( sobsob

2004-09-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

where is him ah..
miss his call last time..
sleeping too soundly..
stupid rui.. always go here and there... wondering. if he never come to sg again =(
haiz. kind of miss him
mayb cause he's my last bf =(
haiz....
hope tat boi take care of himself la...
he always never do so =(

listening to fei jin shi

HAPPY BIRTHDDAY TO MEEEEEEEE!!

2004-09-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

lol time check 12.47
haha.. siao.. so many msg ^^ haha
happy many still remember wo de birthday
cause everyone busy here and there
haha but those suppose to remember forget sia..oh dear haha
wat to do.. ppl busy ma..
wondering jos they all have for mi during the br haha
and even pcy sms mi mmm
lol.. hope things will b fine this yr for mi..
for my family my friends.. ya.. for lim pin especially.. one of my dear friend..
hope on wed he will not panic when taken his.. shoot haha
can see him on tv on sun sia.. channel 8 dunoe wat
haha i seldom watch channel 8 de wat
but realli hope he's fine la..
^^ and I MISS MY DEAREST KORKOR IN TAKONG LOR (did i spell wrong heee)
he's the 1st one who give mi my gift in veri advance..
and ya..dickson's gift is cute la.. though i hope i get another one..haha.. nvm must thankz dickson ^^ haha

eric =.=' eric LOL

2004-09-03T13:38:00.000+08:00

si eric located mi in friendster
haha both of us never use icq much le..yet still can locate mi
mmmm same pri sch la
noe him..when i was in sec sch...
it's one day when back to pri sch ppl dare mi to noe tat grp of guys lor
so tat's how i noe him ^^
haha...veri sweet guy la.....

then afternooon meet roy damien they all... haha..then watch anime at damien's hse..... si le... my design haven done kanna kill by justin le wor :P

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

2004-09-01T04:13:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeee.... saw SRi again.. miss her.. hehe... set back to sec sch but =(

haiz...many of the favourite teachers not here anymore le... it's kind of cold le lor ..nvm hehhe

shocking ah.. MR TAN KC seems to miss us lor..haha..he keeps on asking..... who's coming who's not... then show us....where he gone to this and tat...cause we went to his hse a few times b4 le ma......... hehe..then his displays veri nice and some chinese writing veri lame... some like...abt reasons tat teachers nv come.. one say leg struck in toilet bowl,........., i'm going labour,......., i wan to quit. blah blah alot of talk cock thing....

he shows us...wat they did on racial harmony this yr.. haha mr tan got MARRIAGE !! fake de la..hahah... traditional malay wedding la... hehe..still got clip...

hehe guai my dear juniors miss mi..but many quite dun remember mi le..haha... hehe... saw lennon.. vincent they all ^^ wow they all so gd de..today everyone wear own clothes lor..... some show off so much sia haha ....can't stand it... then some act beng act untill can laugh ^^

then went to take neoprint with SRI.. and damn blur =.=' write wrong date on neoprint... today i wrote... 30th on the neoprint... though i think it wrong..lazy to check lol.....reach home then noe =( haiz..... blur hor.... haha

back home *see below

so sian using the com

Oh boy now i'm so sian at home =.=' facing the com again zzz ......

haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz...wondering should i go slp or not

SICK!!

2004-08-30T02:47:00.000+08:00

great........serve mi right lor..always never slp or..slp at 3,4 am lor
sick again......if doc noes he's gonna kill mi lol